Mafia Crips

2010-04-09T22:30:00.001-07:00

YOOOOOO!

I had pastamania for dinner yesterday with my sister. <3 but i never wanna eat @ pastamania again. I don't like the food there plus the beef lasagne there is soooooooo small, seriously seriously. I had cheese sticks too. and those cheese sticks don't taste like cheeeeeze. Pffffffft.

Edited/
I met Nadd justnow. The plan was actually for us(myself,Nadd,Usmah,Amma) to meet up and chill @ CCK park. I waited for usmah's/amma's text msg to say that the plan was on but i didn't receive any so i thought the plan was cancelled. Then, mom suddenly told me she was longing to eat MURTABAK @ yew tee. So i went together with nadd to get her murtabak. We reached yew tee, and the shop selling murtabak was in the process of renovation. -.- so we made our way to alif @ gombak. Had ice cream @ macdonalds and off for home. Thanks again Nadd, and sorry usmah, amma and whoever for making nadd not go jp. :B

School is starting in a week's time. That means im left with a week to have fun and enjoy.

2010-04-07T10:09:00.000-07:00

& Adik, Yana & Saddiq

Whazzzzzzzzzzupz!

Splendid Tuesday spent with these people. Went to YISS for our certs and testimonials. And OHMYGOSH! the discipline mistress is sooooo.... Tsktsk. Pity YISS. Lucky I wasn't born in the year 1994 onwards. -.- Mar was late for an hour. And we waited for her dgn sabar dan tabah. ^^

(note: tak akan melayu hilang di dunia) I didn't follow my mates to Sentosa coz I had to meet Sexy. Sorry jyeah, Nadd hates me for that. D: You bad bad grrrrrzx. Reached his place, blahblah and then his mom woke up. She asked whether I want/am in need of bags, so I said 'boleh lah, kasi mak. hehe' Boleh eh gitu. Idk why, but I find Sexy's Mum hilarious and cute, just like the son. We both ended up going Vivo coz Sexy's friend, texted him and asked him out. So we went, plus we had no idea where to go. When we first reached, there was only Adik & Yana. Then soon, the rest of Sexy's usual hangouts came. And I felt really awkward. I was silent most of the time, but Sexy's, Fiq's & Ad's story about the swimming thing cracked me up! I begged my mates to come and accompany me. And they did! except for Nadd! Pfft. But thanks guys. :B Got Sexy to send me till Harborfront Interch, bus-ed home with FD. And laughed non stop till I reached home. I love my 06 april 2010!! (note: i find you very sweet that day)

Going to Cpf building tmrw with Brother! :/

Oh yeah, Nadd, FD and I, had a 'repzx' session on Sunday night. PUNY!

k baiya.

2010-04-04T03:14:00.000-07:00

Hello.

I met Sexy just now. A less-than-an-hour meet-up when we were supposed to be at town at this time. :( I was kinda sad that we only got to meet for only a short while. But I understand you've got work. You'll be meeting me tmrw, right? >:B Sorry about you-know-what-i-did. I didnt mean it. His friends were there, I think, their names were Adham and Adek. Chit-chatted with his Mom, and then, Sexy had to go work. So we went out of the house and headed to the 188 bustop since we were both taking the same bus and heading in the same direction. Wave goodbye, and Im home now. Nonetheless, Im happy to have met you today, even though it was just for awhile. :)

MEETING NADD AND USM LATER! LEPAK @ LOT ONE, THEN PASAR MALAM.
YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! JOM MAKAN MANYAK MANYAK!!
(note: we are the chua chu kang peoplio) k bai.

2010-04-02T23:50:00.000-07:00

Hi.

Orientation kinda suck. Sux hardcore especially the first day. First day was terrible! And I mean horrendous. My class/group mates were all so shy. And they were not hyper active at all. Well, only a few were hyper active. Thats sad, yknw yknw. It was all about ice breaking games and talks. And we got to sit in our new class. Yay us! -.- Like wth. If only my mates were the super hyper active type, the ice breaking games would be so much fun! Serious sheet.

Second day was okay but still boring. Many didnt come for second day. I was planning not to come, as I got myself an MC. But Elaine texted me in the morning saying she and 4 others were not coming. So I came, pity the rest. We had our own session of games with the other IXD groups. Fun, but later on, the games planned by our OGLs were really not dopesheet. Each game only took place for like 5minutes or so, but the time taken for us to go from one station to another was like 15minutes plus since all the games were at different blocks. Seriously pathetic. They didnt even monitor us when we were playing the games. Can anyhoo playcheat. Pffffft ~ But I did 'bond' with Siti, Randolph, Syafiqah and Daanish. Oh me jayy. Daanish is Indian muslim! Yesza! I've got a friend. >:B

After 2nd day's Orientation, I met Sexy. Hehe. A last minute meet-up. Was glad I got to finally meet him. Was longing for his hug. -.- Met him and sat at the voideck, while he did some bangle stuff. We talked about how my orientation was. We were so cute cuz we kept argueing about whose school has better facilities till we reached his house. Had dinner with him and his Mum. And yeahhh, I love you. I so wanna confiscate your box of cigarettes!

I didnt attend 3rd day for some reason. Will be coming back to NYP for de-briefing and collection of Student Card. Anyone wanna accompany me? No one? K. Collecting my cert @ YISS next week. See you galzxs!

K mumbai.

2010-03-28T10:48:00.000-07:00

Hi. I just got back from work. Lucky work was not that tiring today. Not many patients, like silent hill. Oh me jay. I dont feel like updating again. -_- Okay, made up my mind! I'll continue updating. But every post will be short. k mumbai. work tmrw :(

imy, sexy.

2010-03-28T10:30:00.000-07:00

SINCE FD & AMMA HAVE ALREADY UPLOADED THE GROUP PHOTO,

LET ME PUT THIS ONE UP.

R: AHHH PARADISE. R: I BET YOU'RE GONNA SAY K, FD.
FD: K.

LNT \m/

2010-03-26T08:48:00.000-07:00

I KNOW YOU TWO WOULD LUV TO EAT @ SAKURA INTERNATIONAL BUFFET.

&& USMAH! THE SAKURA OUTLET @ KH SHOPPING CENTRE IS HALAL.

JOMMMMMMMMMMMM, AFTER MY PAY!

YES, I FINALLY FEEL THE NEED AND URGE TO BLOG AFTER MONTHS OF NOT BLOGGING. DESPITE THE NEED TO BLOG, IDK WHAT SHOULD I BLOG ABOUT. PLUS I AINT GOT NEW PHOTOS TO DISPLAY. (Y) THE LAST TIME I WENT OUT WAS ON THURSDAY. MET MY AMIRUL AMRI. HE WAS SLEEPING WHEN I REACHED CLEMENTI. DAMN YOU, SEXY. I SWEAR YOU LOOK CUTE WHEN YOU WERE SLEEPING. HEH. WE ONLY WENT QUEENSWAY TO GET A HAIR DYE FOR LESS THAN AN HOUR AND THEN GOT BACK TO HIS PLACE. HE HELPED ME WITH APPLYING OF THE HAIR DYE. WE DID SPENT QUALITY TIME TOGETHER. HE WAS LIKE MY MOTHER FOR THE DAY? SERIOUSLY. ILY, MOKKY.

TMR'S DANCEWORKS 2010. I WANNA GO, BUT I DOUBT SO THAT I CAN GO. :( IM SO SO SORRY, EIN. JUST HOPE LNT WILL WIN SOMETHING. AND IM SORRY DEAREAST SEXY FRIENDS OF MINE. I MISS YOU, GIRLS YKNW. AND GREAT! NADD'S NOT TALKING TO ME FOR THIS! DAMNNNNNN. NEVERMIND, SHE'LL BE FINE SOON. :D YOU CANT RESIST ME! HAHA. K MUMBAI. ORIENTATION STARTS NEXT TUESDAY! IM GOING TO SCHOOL WITH KHALEE. YAY US! NOW IM EAGER TO START MY POLY LIFE. HAHA!

I THINK MY MOKKY IS SEXY. ;D

MUMBAI.

2009-11-25T02:41:00.000-08:00

PROM NIGHT!

Boring, except for the photo taking sessions.
The songs played were so agogo, that no one danced on the dancefloor.
Well, some did try to. That includes me. :)
'Im Yours' was being played, tell me what is there to dance to? -.-

SLs did a very bad job. What a prom!

2009-11-20T23:42:00.000-08:00

OFFICIAL

HAHAHA! Im bored right now. Currently sitting in front of the laptop, with a halfway done mohawk updo. Nyehehe. Macam paham loh. I aint got any shitzx to put on my hair as accessories so, yeah. Maybe going for fauxhawk mohawk. Alright, Im done with the shopping for Prom Night. But, I still need a bag. -.- I've finished up the 200bux Mom gave for Prom. :(
So, cant buy a bag then. I mean a small bag, oh whatever. Not excited for Prom Night anyway. Just wanna get it over and done with. Chey, but I still cant wait to meet my friends. I've really MIA-ed from you people, huh? Hahaha. I apologise.

Oh yeah, I was shopping with my sisters & dearest Amirul for Prom, when I bumped into Nadd and sexy Daddy. Man, miss her so much. Hahah, but it was frustrating to see her everywhere I went. Afraid of what her daddy might think with Amirul beside me. Lucky me, he thinks Amirul is my brother. Phew. So Amirul met my two sisters, and I've met his mom. So jyeah, we're cool.

(L)

Girls, see you @ Merritus Mandarin on 24/11/09.

Thats the only day, I can promise you girls, I will and for sure, meet you guys.

Sexy Luv ♥

XOXO,

2009-11-17T02:06:00.000-08:00

Prom's in week's time. I've yet to get a prom dress. Maybe going out with Mom tmrw to get one. Pfft. Wanted to go hunting for prom dresses with girlfrs but all busy. Sadd huh? Haha, so I guess, I'll just see you guys at Prom Night itselt uh. Miss you, girls!

Anyway, I've watched 2012. It sux. In the end, a massive number of humans were still alive as they were in these so-called spaceships. Hahaha, and in the new year of 0001, there were already laptops? HAHA. And it lasted for 3 long hours. Pantat lepeh! HAHAH!

Change of status in a week's time? HAHA!

XOXO,

2009-11-15T01:30:00.000-08:00

It's kinda late to say this, but whatever, who gives a shit? HAHAHA.

OLEVELS ARE FINALLY OVER!!

Was not able to update my blog for the past few days, coz my sis kept her charger and didnt allow me to use the laptop. Shit her! Anyway, Im goooooood. I've watched Paranormal Activity, and to me, it sux. Well, not all of it. Only the last part was scary. HAHA. I miss Amirul! errr? Hahaha, I bet Amma's laughing when she reads this. Heheh.

I miss my girlfrs truckloads too! Havent been spending time with them lately. :(

Girls, let's shop for prom together this week. Im gonna go out each day of this week to search for a dress till I get one. If I dont get it, then, I'll just simply not go for prom. Pfft. Oh yeahh, I aint got a date now. HAHA. Whatever, Im gonna go alone and enjoy myself during prom.

Oh yeah, i need my bestfr back. :'( Miss you badly.

2009-11-09T18:52:00.000-08:00

Bill Kaulitz & Tom Kaulitz! Hottttttt.

Anyway, for the very first time, I find yest's Malay Lit last-min lesson, rather beneficial. Hahaha. Cuz it was held by Cg Zali, who is kinda funny and was able to make things easier for us to understand. Thanks, dude! ^^ After that, I was actually waiting for Bestfriend to come to school. But I ended up going home early, as I was freaking tired. Sorry man, I miss you alot, fyi. :(

Thought of resting at home for the rest of the day. I was feeling rather sleepy, plus the weather was perfect for sleeping. HAHA. But in the end, I was persuaded by Someone to go out despite the bad weather. Grrrr. Nonetheless, I enjoyed every minute of the outing when I was with Someone. Hahaha. Thanks, man! Remember what I told you, okay! ^^ && I apologise if I spoilt your mood at the end of the day.

And, Bestfriend, sorry too for not informing you. I was afraid I would be disturbing you, studying. For heaven sake, you mean alot to me, okayyyy. Im sorry too for not being able to follow you today. I've got papers to study for. Good luck for today, yeah. I feel badddd. :( Still am missing you, truckloads.

XOXO,

2009-11-08T04:18:00.000-08:00

With Erman, Haziq, Pravin & Felix.

Mannn! Had so much fun yesterday. I didn't get tired of all the swimming, which was expected of me. Cuz I love playing in the water so much. Wont elaborate much. Visit Nadd's or Usmah's blog for whatever details you wanna know. ^^ I miss you people, man. Haha, sorry I didnt join you guys for the lepak session after dinner. Was tired, you see.

Overall,

Met @ Harborfront - Breakfast @ KFC - Monorail-ed to Sentosa - Changed & played - A game of Sea Monkey - Dinner @ BK - End

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I skipped religious class, today. HAHA! My body was aching, due to sleeping in the wrong position yesterday night. Grr. I overheard Mom and my nephews' conversation this morning. And I cant help but to laugh, silently. Heh.

Mom: If you mom marry, you AIR-GRR-REE, not AIR-GRR-REE?

Nephew 1: *laughs* AIR-GRR-REE ke AGREE. HAHAHA, AIR-GRR-REE.

Nephew 2: *ignoring Nephew 1* I dont know. Agree ah. Buat bodoh
Mom: You? AIR-GRR-REE not AIR-GRR-REE?

Nephew 1: Hehehe, AIR-GRR-REE.

Mom: How? How? How? How? *like Mr Goh*

Mom kept repeating her questions. Nephew 1 kept laughing while Nephew 2 layankan Mom.

It was very hilarious! I swear. HAHAHA. Everyone went out after that. Leaving me & Juhaira at home, alone. Had a singing session together. Haha, other than that, I spent my time texting my two boys, Bestfriend & Anonymous. Watched EMA, & Taking the Stage. Woooh. Taking the stage, somehow, moved me. :(

kkkk, goodbye.

I have school tmrw which starts at 8.30am.

Pathetic, very.

XOXO,

2009-11-06T03:43:00.000-08:00

OLEVEL'S GONNA END IN 5DAYS' TIME!

Happy or what?! Hahaha.

The papers I've sat for, so far, was kinda okay. The hardest, I guess, was Dnt. I dont include Amaths cuz its obvious Im gonna flunk Amaths. Imagine, 8questions to be done, but I only did two. Wth. Fail ah. Im confident for Chemistry but not for Physics paper. Physics was harder than I expected. Hahaha. Physics is a bore, unlike Chemistry. English was manageable, but afraid I wrote out of the topic. Oh well. Enough of O's. My oh my, I can't wait for O's to end! Just two more papers to go(Malay Lit & Sci Paper 1). After that, Im so gonna partyyyyyy, provided I have the cash lah. Yeah right. But one thing's for sure, we're gonna go out to shop for PROM NIGHT! Haha, right girrrrrrrrrrrrrrrls? Yeahhh, right. (L)

I gotta admit, I too miss chilling out with my girlfrs & boyfrs. I mean, we do chill together in school, but not outside school. Girlfrs, sorry if I wasnt able to make it for your planned outings. Im kinda cashless right now, not financially strong like all of you, you see. Hope you girls understand what I mean. I love you girls, alright. Nevermind, we're gonna chill out together tmrw at the beach, right? Haha, so yeahh, let's spend quality time together, after a long long time. Lets let loose like Lesley, if you knw what I mean. Hahahha.

Im already starting to miss everyone in school, in particular, my 4e3 mates. I mean, we do have frequent meet ups in school, but we're all with our own bunch of cliques. Sighs. Chalet? Im not sure, Yazlynn & Usmah will be planning. But will you guys cooperate? Haha, pay up laaa. Man, Im so gonna miss you people. :'( Hahaha.

I truly miss my Bestfriend/s.

Will update soon, xoxo.

2009-09-25T18:46:00.000-07:00

I wont be blogging, till O's are over.

Love ya, Sexy Blogger.

2009-09-15T01:14:00.000-07:00

"Row row row your boat, gently down the stream.. ," Fitri sings. >:D

Singapore's getting hotter and hotter. And as days go by, more and more people are falling sick. Thanks to the hot weather in Singapore, Geylang is forever full of heat. Plus the human activities there such as grilling of dengdeng, littering and smoking are adding on to the problem and has worsened the condition at Geylang. Nevertheless, Im never gonna let these things stop me from going Geylang again! Its the last week of Ramadhan! I've gotta go there before these HOT season ends! I wanna break fast with all my girlfs and guyfs! Pretty pretty pleeeeease?

Raya is coming. Yet, I dont feel the raya sensation going through me. Well, I mean I dont have the mood set for Raya. I wasnt even able to pick/choose my own baju. But still, I like the one Mom bought for us. I only went Geylang once this year, which was yesterday while my friends have been going there for countless of times! Then, I wanted to eat dengdeng, but sadly the price went up to 4bux. And I was lazy to even bring out my money. In addition, there were many mats and minahs staring, I didnt feel comfortable with those eyes! O_o

Reaching the end of the fasting month, I realised how fast time flies. I really wish Ramadhan could be a little bit longer this year. Next up, the upcoming festive season for another month. Sighs. Soon, its gonna be the O's. But knowing that the O's are coming v soon, have I started revision? Tsktsk, not at all! How? Problematic self!

Yeah yeah yeah.. Scolding yourself wont make a difference unless there's actions put to it! So stop raving and ranting! Anyway, I've been in good mood these days. Thats becoz I love to go to school! When I go to school, I'll always LOL. Good life.. ^^

I miss Bestf. I bet his doesnt believe me if I said that out of a sudden.

Feel like texting him up. But his short replies would just annoy me.

Please remember Im using prepaid, Kumar. -.-Still, miss you, man!

Grrrrrr.

2009-09-15T00:22:00.000-07:00

Huppy Puppy 16th Burpday, Nadheera Rxfz!

aka Misai Brother aka KamchengHo aka Lakshmitches aka Evil Army member aka Da Jokerzx aka Da Bubblies' Member aka..

I know there's more to this, but there's too many till I cant remember the rest. ^^

Im sorry I didnt come to school on your birthday.

It is fated that I am to fall sick on the 15th Sept. -.-

I'll make it up to you soon, v sooon.

I've got nothing to say, coz every year, the same wishes are always being repeated.

Nahh, kidding. I've wished you but it wasnt proper.

Just you wait. Love ya. ^^

2009-09-07T07:53:00.000-07:00

I HATE WEARING SHOES!

Saturday - 5/9/09 - After a v long time, we finally had an outing together. Wanted to have dinner @ Sakura but ended up going to Fish & Co. as Sakura was fully booked & we didnt reserve any seats for ourselves earlier. Disappointed but still, they made my day a fantabulous one. Wanted to go SG but felt bad coz most wanted Fish & Co. Hahahaha. Scrumptious dinner followed by a great game of Truth or Dare. I was made to act like a dog. Haha. Bestfriend was kinda worried and told me to leave the place at 10pm. And I left at 11pm! Bused home. & reached home at midnight. Thanks everyone for making my belated, a great one! Not forgetting, thank you too for the awesome piece of oreo cheesecake & chocolate mud cake from Gloria Jeans! Luvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv.

Schooling tmrw and that spells YAY! I'd rather be in school than having to stay at home coz time flies v slowly when Im at home. Feels like eternity, I guess? Nahh, just exaggerating.
Gnight, mates.

2009-08-31T07:42:00.000-07:00

I think Tumblr is cool & user-friendly. But, I guess, I shall stick to Blogger coz I cant figure out of a way to put in my tagboard and all into my Tumblr. Im gonna treat both blogs equally. -.-

Like what I posted in my Tumblr, Teachers' Day was a killer! Boring & indeed, v disappointing. The PA was not able to properly control the sound system, the MCs were mumbling, the theme and the performances were unrelated. Plus I think the 1NE1 performance was unrelevant & shouldnt be up on stage coz last year, there were many dance performances during auditions that got REJECTED. Bovine decrement! Ugh. I didnt go back to BVPS as I was lazy. Better stay @ home and sleep! So jyeah, Teacher's Day was kinda screwed up! Sorry SLs! I really think you guys need the help of my batch of Sec4 SLs in order to make this year's Teachers' Day a better one! Too bad its over. Thumbs down. :(

Happy flappy lappy Teachers' Day!

Happy-rolling! ^^

2009-08-29T22:48:00.000-07:00

BYE BLOGGER!
I wont be using blogger anymore!
I've moved to tumblr! \m/
www.free-press.tumblr.com

2009-08-29T00:27:00.000-07:00

Bye Blogger!

2009-08-27T08:14:00.000-07:00

No updates for quite awhile, huh? I guess, I was too bz with D&T coursework which ends around 9pm every day. Lucky fr me, Im done with my D&T, FINALLY! After 8 long months! On the other hand, Im gonna miss the late night coursework times spent together with my D&T mates.

They really made my nights in school enjoyable and hilarious. HILARIOUS?! Haha.

Updates:

- I got an A1 for Olevels' Malay Paper! Hiphiphurray!

-My Prelim results sucked. Not even 1 A1. The highest grade I got was only an A2. :(

-Its already the FASTING MONTH! how? Cannot eat.

-I find MJ/Mat Johore/Syafiq's jokes hilarious.

-I think Cool Dude is a gentleman & is v good in English.

-After 4 years, I think KitKhad is v lame yet humourous.

-I dont think Cek Cek Golek, Ceko Pisang's brother is as bad-looking as she described.

- Velu Boy needs drawing lessons v badly.

-My 16th B'day in 6days time. :D

-Lastly, it really has been a long time since we, girls, spend time togethr.

Gnight, sexy readers.

2009-08-12T04:10:00.000-07:00

ON THIS VERY FAITHFUL DAY,

I DECLARE THAT PRELIMS ARE OVER

UPCOMING: OLEVELS!

-.-

Happy Sweet Sixteen, Bulan!

All the best in everyth that you do &

Good luck for your N's, dok!

Sayaaaaaaang kau! ^^

Today: -

-Had McSpicy for lunch with Ein & Aqil.

-Boys(Kumar, Fie, Janaa & Syahmi) came

-Ein went home

-Lepak at 622/621 stairs with them & Aqil

-Laugh & Laugh & Laugh!

Fie & Bestfriend were like a couple. Cute!

-Bused home with Fie & Aqil. Weirdos.

Im not talking to you for 10days!

I had a great day

though you guys acted in a preety nakal manner.

Thanks for the day, Friends/Bestfriend(s).

Luv you all!

Supposedly, tmrw's a holiday for me

but I have to go for dnt. -.-

Not a problemo.

CHIRUL GOT 4th!

AHHHH! HOT!

Oh yes, not forgetting.

Happy Advance 16th Birthday, Syaza Ruziani!

2009-08-08T02:14:00.000-07:00

Dont ask me for pictures (!)

DNT JUSTNOW. ^^ IM AT PRESENTATION DRAWING!

2 WEEKS TO DEADLINE! *Draws skull* - MR LIM

4e4 girls are having some conflicts on some complicated stuffs.

And it really seem like it was really complicated.

Goodluck to those involved.

Its your last year, why fight hard?

Hahaha, Im glad my classmates

are forever laughing with each other.

Coz we know it's our last year together!

& we wanna make it memorable (?)

Though we were acting horrendously

to each other last year. Many arent going for prom.

That's sadddd. But meeting up after that. HAHA!

Well, that's what we have planned for now.

It must happen! MUST! MUST!

STOP THE HATRED! (Y)

Younger sister, away to celebrate NDP with the BBE community.

I vander and ponder vhy the Sec4s are not invited.

Simple reason: H1N1 !

I feel like killing you, H1N1!

I know it's kinda kental to say this, but..

I ♥ 4E3 .

Happy Birthday, Sexy Sg!

count on me, Singapore. ^^

2009-08-07T09:25:00.000-07:00

Gambar sec3 eh, Fie! -.-

I look so ugly in that picture. Hahaha, ohh whatever. I met this guy just now at 9pm under my block. Date under the bulan purnama. -.- Hahahaha, He jogged all the way here from his place. That's far! He stinked alot and he sweats like a pig, or worser. & he expectsme to follow him around and disturb Banglas. Wth? I did followed him half way but not to disturb Banglas, just walk around, and I decided to go home, coz it was dark and I was alone. -.- Hahaha, &&& Khalifie, I still dont believe what you told me. :D

DNT TMRW! GNIGHT!

2009-08-06T08:28:00.000-07:00

Today is very fine day for me.

I had a very good chemistry paper today.

I am preety confident that I'll do well for it.

I swear Qamarul told me to post this. He wanted to see it.

& Im not sure what's his motive of doing so. Yknw, Im really amazed

looking at computer users using the computer, at the same time,
talking on the phone with someone else. HAHA!

That's why, Qamarul, I cant talk to you while using my lappy

coz I DONT KNOW HOW TO! AND STOP SCOLDING ME! -.-

p/s: You always call me at the wrong time, yknw that.

Its not that I always scold you, but I was kinda focusing on someth else each time you call.

Hahaha, Qamarul.. Qamarul.. Sorry jyeah, mannn!

Luvv, Raudha.

Lookey Lookey! I've changed alot!

2009-08-06T07:53:00.000-07:00

Look at how dorky we look. Nadd's gonna get mad! V mad. But nvm.

Enjoy. ^^ Luvv you, readers.

2009-08-06T06:33:00.000-07:00

What kind of pictures are this?! HAHAH! Well, this photos were from my old folders. & These are photos of me when I was in Sec 1 and Sec2. Yes, I've changed alot, I guess? Not in terms of size, but some other stuffs laa. My size.. Its hard to change. Haha, I never wanna go gym, nor jog before Im done with my O's. Hahah! So dont bother asking me out for jogs or gym sessions. I still have many pictures in my folders. Im uploading somemore later. Spot the differences. -.- Hahaha, scaryyyyy. I look so kental last time and I still do, now. Heh.

You see, You act - GammonFyi, GAMMON is a company which is dealing with the construction of ITE CCK. -.-I saw this banner which wrote the you-see-you-act thing. & told Usmah Im gonna write it on me bloggeh. ^^

People, I've got news. ^^ National Day is coming and it is kinda sad to know that two more of our Singaporeans passed away due to H1N1. ):

SINGAPORE: Two more Influenza A (H1N1) patients have died in Singapore. A 51—year—old Indian woman with Down’s Syndrome and high body mass index (BMI) passed away Wednesday afternoon of pneumonia caused by H1N1. She went to Tan Tock Seng Hospital’s Emergency Department (ED) on 5 August after a three—day history of flu—like symptoms. At the ED, she had breathing difficulties and low blood pressure. A 78—year—old Chinese man with no medical history passed away on Thursday morning. He went to Alexandra Hospital’s ED on 4 August with a one—day history of fever and shortness of breath. While in ICU, his condition deteriorated and he passed away on Thursday morning. The cause of death has been certified as acute myocardial infarction, with Influenza A (H1N1) pneumonia as a contributing factor. - Yahoo

Random shit. Gday readers.

2009-08-03T07:15:00.000-07:00

My Gay Boysssssss. -.-Boys?! Why BOYS?!I want to experience a HANGOVER!

Movie: The Hangover

Rating: 11/10 -.-

It's darn puny and hilarious that you just wanna suck your own nuts out!

Cool Monday, I must say. Im not sure why though. I feel calm today. Wth? Believe it or not, Combined humans prelim papers are officially OVER! Oh, I hate that subject. I find the papers today kinda okay. But physics paper always scares the crap out of me, coz it seems easy that I think my tendency to being careless is way way higher. Hahaha! Oh yeaaaaah, after a very long time, Bestfriend told me to go to school with him this morning. Oh, I miss such mornings! Haha, his birthday is coming and Im worried coz Idk what to do for him, since Im cashless now. I owe people, especially Usmah alot of $. How how how? Think.

I just realised that O levels are coming near, really near. I've been reminding my bestfriend(s) to always study hard. But Im not sure If Im doing so myself coz Im not quite leading a good life at home. Forever, I wont. And, I really cant concentrate on my studies with such atmosphere at home. I just need my family members to understand that Im sitting for major examinations soon. And after understanding, probably they can do something. If this thing goes on, how am I supposed to not bring myself to study outside? I dont even think they know that im having examinations now. Oh well.

Usmah, push aside everything even if its gonna affect your social life?

Main focus: OLEVELS!

I want you to pass with not just a pass, so that you're even more eligible to get into NYP?

I trust you and I have faith in you that you can get through this part of your life with ease.

Just a few more months, and you dont have to see "your rival" ever again!

Luv you, babe.

2009-07-31T08:42:00.000-07:00

Social studies and Emaths paper 1 PRELIMS today. I totally forgot the content of the 8 essays I memorized yesterday together with Usmah & Qamarul. I find Emaths kinda okayy. Hahah. Im gonna work hard for my Malay Lit. Shitzx. Ohh, I left out one essay question for SS justnow, a 12marks qns. AHHHH! DIE! Im so gonna lose to Fie, Nadd and Nasir. Hahaha! Currently am chatting with Hayat with regards to poly life and all. Im gonna see you next year in NYP! That is if I really choose to go there. Hahaha, Bully you, bully you, bully you! Heh. Anw, people, you can start contacting me now. I've got a new phone. Well, thanks Qamarul for the phone. ^^ Will return it to you soon. And yes, thanks Hayat for the help. Appreciate it lots, Dumdum.

Gnight, readers.

Dnt tmrw. -.-

2009-07-29T22:09:00.000-07:00

Guess what? What? *slumber face* HAHA! It's an inside joke. -.-

But seriously, guess what?

I skipped school again! Damn it! I only attended school 3times this week. Kinda weird. What's weird? Idk? Just where did I place that piece of shit? Ugh. I wanna go school! I wanna study! :( Bitch Botch Batch! I cleaned my whole room and still cant find that piece of retangular note! Whoever, just give it back to me. But I know, Im careless so Im to be blamed. D: Shitfish.

Anyway, my sister is away at KL. She must be having fun right now! Greatttttt. Im at home, doing nothing, just like a zombie.. zombie.. zombie.. eh.. eh.. -.- Perangai Cranberry. Omg, prelim's starts tomorrow. Wait, it already started last Friday. SS & Emaths paper1. Oh am gee, so scawie. Rhyme eh. Oh am gee and scawie. Double -.-

My friends are all getting new phones or rather they already got a new phone.

When will it be my turn? HAHAH! Gotta wait for years laaa. ^^

Gdayyyyyy. (Y)

2009-07-26T23:50:00.000-07:00

I skipped school today. Well, not really. I woke up as usual, got ready for school and then, head for the usual bustop. But halfway, menses cramp was killing me. So I went back home. And then, slept. Woooooooh. Sedap. F you, menses cramp for making me skip school. Im at home now. Bored to death. Currently chatting with Faiz BonBon. He says he's my husband. Hahaha! Wth. We both asked each other out. But he got no kachingzx coz he hasnt receive his salary. & he says we'll go out next month. Shit you! I want to go out now laaa!

Take me out Take me out Take me out Take me out Take me out laa.
Friends are probably having fun at school. Oh darn it!

Oh! It's KakSiti's 22nd birthday today!

Happy 22nd Birthday, Sis!

2009-07-26T07:59:00.000-07:00

I hate Saturdays. Its full of shit. I swear its compulsory for me to cry on Saturdays. Not becoz I wish to cry on that day, but becoz of words that are being spitted out by people. Holy shit I cant take it! Stop making me feel miserable. I've already got a miserable life and you wanna make it worse? F you people. I did/said nothing that disturbed you people's well-being, so why bother me? I beg you all to stop your shits. Coz I cant tolerate you guys any longer. You all may think Im rude, but I dare to say Im not. Even if I was, its all becoz of whatever shit you people said to me. I've been very patient, trust me. & yes, Im always in my house but never at home. Shit you shit you shit you all.

Sorry, I was just raving and ranting. I really cant take it. I wanna scream, cry and cry. :(

On the brighter side, I dont wish to go to school tomorrow. First period's my nightmare, PE! 2.4 forever NO NO! Fie promise to run with me, Aqil says she wanna run with me. Oh no, run with two athletes? N-E-V-E-R, that spells NEVER. Im coming to school tho. -.- Wouldnt wanna miss lessons coz Nadd's gonna beat me in prelims if I do so. HAHA! Most probably, skipping PE! Over with school stuffs.

I bought two new assessment books today. I spent 40bux on Popular stuffs which means I gotta starve during school hours. Holy macaroni! Anybody, spare me your phone, pleaaaaaaase?

Quizzical of my life. -.- Sounds wrong.

Gnite!

My pussy hurts. Stop squeezing out blood laaa!

2009-07-25T07:58:00.000-07:00

To whoever it may concern, do not text/call my phone. It's bloody dead.

I cried like everyday coz it takes me more than an hour to make it start charging.

F you.

How am I supposed to contact anyone then?

Nanti ketagihan hp.

2009-07-24T23:51:00.000-07:00

Happy Belated 16th Birthday, Aqil!

I wanna go out today, watch Hangover. But I guess, it's better to watch it after school hours since all of my friends will be there to watch it together. Hahahah, sorry Usmah. I skipped Dnt remedial & Amaths Mock Exam today coz Im sick with a temperature of 38degrees. I repeat, IM SICK! But am recovering fast since I ate my meds. Omg, I want to go out, please. Chey.

Wait, i just received a text message from Bestfriend.

*Reading*

*Replying*

K, im back. Zzz. I didnt get to watch the Solar Eclipse. Oh darn it! Anw, yesterday was English p1 & p2 prelims. It was moderately easy but I guess, Im still gonna fail my papers. Coz Im not good in my English Language. Ahhh, shytes. Im currently playing Sorority Life as Im feeling bored right now. Really bored. I mean like really really bored. Extremely bored. Ugh.

Oh yaa, I cant believe that that someone takes notice of such not-supposed-to-be-noticed days.

1year, HAHAHAHAHA. How ridiculous.

I cant wait for the next HEY lesson! Coz I luv 4e3. ^^

Gday.

2009-07-20T04:24:00.000-07:00

I seriously dont know what to blog about. Oh ya, wanna know something?
*scroll down*
*wait, there's not a need to scroll down*
-.-

I finally started revising my work & I've completed revising the whole of Emaths textbook 3A in a day. B)

Anyway, Im not coming to school tomorrow. Friends should know why. Stupid reason but HAHAHA. In conclusion, Im still not gonna run my 2.4. As lazy as ever, & I know Im never gonna pass. And that means, I dont have to run with Aqilah & Nadd's gonna be alone during free period. Hohoh.

Aqilah thinks Im mad at her. But Im not. A bit, yes. Coz she didnt tell me anyth about it. Haha. Oh well, I no longer mind about it anymore. So yeahh, not mad at you at all. Chillex, girl. Im still thinking of what to get you for your idk what day laaa. *spectacles upup*( BUT I GOT NO SPECS) wait, I go look for a pair of specs..

*1 minute later*
Ohhh, found it!
*spectacles upup*
-_________-

Lame, isn't it? Ahh, nevermind. Oh oh! Im gonna take my Mly O'level LC this Wednesday. & There's gonna be eclipse on that day too. I think there's another occassion on that day, but I forgot. Hmm? Oh well, I've been forgetting things alot these days. Oh Vell Oh Vell.
*V for Verma*

Anw, Mr Mysterio/Nabil thinks I should blog about the eclipse. I did some research on it. And this is what i got - Followed by the lunar eclipse on July 07th 2009, the most powerful eclipse for this year happens on 22nd July 2009. This eclipse is called as total solar eclipse and it is sixth total solar eclipse for this decade. A total eclipse occurs when the Sun is completely hidden by the Moon. The intensely bright disk of the Sun is replaced by the dark silhouette of the Moon, and the much fainter ring called corona is visible. This eclipse is a 6-minute plus eclipse—the longest of the 21st century.

Bulan plans to watch the eclipse with her friends. Haha, cool per lu dok? Haha. I wanna watch it too, never got to see one. & it was predicted that there'll be a tsunami in Spore too? 1m water level, Idk laaaa. Let's just wait. Im scareddddddd. :S My right hand feels kebal & fat.

2009-07-11T22:00:00.000-07:00

I ditched religious class together with Jo. & we're at Lot1 library, playing the lappy as usual.
I have a sudden feeling of wanting to go out today. Hah.
Good Day. ^^

2009-07-11T03:54:00.000-07:00

Nurul Nabilah. Its been a long time since I met her.

I dont know what to post about. Uhhhh, shits. Mr Break Your Pen/Khalifie told me to blog about relationship life, school life and friendship life. & I was like RELATIONSHIP?! No no no, takder. -_- Ahhh, whatever. I miss Eone. ): So Khalifie, now you know who I miss. Like as if you know him. Haha.

Yeahhhh, everyone's DPA-ing. I dont think I am. Coz maybe Im aiming to go for JC/MI. High hopes laaa eh. I've not even started revising my schoolwork, wanna go JC/MI. Wts. I was supposed to be tutored by Eone, but HAHA! Things happened. So no tuitions for me. Getting back to DPA-ing, nahhhh, Im not gonna DPA. REPEAT. -_- Coz I dont know whats my future like, so I dont give a shitzx to this courses or whatever laaa. Im like simply repeating everything that I said to Khalifie, here.

Qamarul doesnt want me to teach him anymore. Im not sure why. But it has got someth to do with my friends. Cruel laa korang. Im tagged-ing and I want a bedroom like Usmah's. Bye.

2009-07-10T05:40:00.000-07:00

Malay Oral was ahhhhhh-shitzx kinda thang. Wth wth wth. Im confident of passing, but not a distinction kind of pass. Bestfriend said, his was easy. Ohhh, good for you then. Oh well, it already happened, cant do anyth laaa. The examiners was a lady and a guy. I swear that was my first time doing oral with a man. Anyway, Usmah & I have been talking about BOYS lately. I so dont wish to be like you-know-THEM. But seriously, I still cant get over that "not typical" guy. Hahaha, sadd life siaa. Oh yaaaaaa, ZULHAKIM is being quarantined. Omg, get well soon uh classmate. He chatted with me justnow, and he kept calling me GENG. Mat Melayu betul eh kau! Amuk for life ehhhh, Zul.\m/ Other than that, Qamarul has been texting and calling me these few days just to make me teach him. And everytime he calls, he'll say that Im never friendly towards him. HAHA! But then, I'll laugh. He says Im like his sister. Ohhh, spoooky! Aqilah, *blink blink*

You've been rather sarcastic nowadays.

& I miss Umalul Kaa-alip-pee. D:

I cannot upload pictures! Fxck.

2009-07-06T00:01:00.000-07:00

I take back my words. Im not falling. Seriously, Im not. I hate you but I.. Im so depressed. Hah. If only I can turn back time.. You keep coming into my mind. & you really are affecting my studies. Damn you! I wanna just forget you but it takes time & I cant stand it. You're typical, very. You claimed you were different, but you're not. Ahhhh, shit. Im never gonna bother you anymore. Ahhhh! Can I just say that ily?! Ahhhhh!! Shitzxfcxk. Oh, wait. I dont need you! I've got alot & alot of friends to rely on. I had fun on our date.

& Thanks for making me feel like im yours for the 7days<3

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Yuna- Dan sebenarnya

2009-07-04T23:59:00.000-07:00

Im falling.. Ahhhh, shytes!

2009-06-27T06:56:00.000-07:00

Outing with bestfriends(Nadd & Khalifie) was fun. Oh yeah, Faiz was there too. So jyeah, without fail, I got bullied. He even said I looked like Flinstones. Fook ya. We were supposed to study but didnt, durh! Planned to watch Transformers/Land of the Lost & we searched everywhere but tickets were selling fast. Shitfxkz. We were sort of double dating? That's what Fie said. He dated me while Faiz dated Nadd. -_- Anyway, Im sorry Fie, Faiz & Nadd for going back early. I know you guys wanted to stay till late, but I was scared coz my neighbour who lives right beside me just passed away. And yaaaaa. Thanks Fie for volunteering to send me home. HAHAHAH! I seriously had a great day today. Goodbye.

Jurong Lib ->Jurong Point ->Causeway Point ->Lot1 ->Home

Check: Homeworks still not done(?!)

I miss my classmates. Hah.

2009-06-26T03:32:00.000-07:00

Study session with Felix, Fitri, Aqilah & Erman was fun. Hahaha, I was late, as usual. Hah, sorry Felix. Oh yes, Felix & Aqilah got interviewed for the Teenage magazine. Coolshitzx. Nadd is back, so is Fie. Blahblahblah. School starts on Monday! How? LAH! Defuse comp. tmrw. Wanna go or not eh? Hmmm. -_-

National Library->LJS->Iluma->VivoCity(Starbucks)->WindowShopped at Vivo->Home

2009-06-24T00:54:00.000-07:00

Baliklaa cepat! Syafiq dah kat Spore. -.-

2009-06-23T22:18:00.000-07:00

Im all alone at home. With Grandma, of coz. School's gonna start next week. Fast eh. Citannn. I didnt even flip through my books. Wth. Im gonna be chicken-chopping later. Heh heh. Grandma is treating me to some western food. ^^

Random shit.

2009-06-22T23:39:00.001-07:00

Yozxzxzxzx. I just learnt how to cook Fish Head Curry, or rather Fish Curry? But there's still the HEAD in it. It was easy. ^^ Im proud of myself coz I learnt to cook something non-instant after 16years of living. Heh heh. I wanna study later, hopefully its gonna happen. Nadd's away at Melacca. Fie's in KL. Ohhh, bored.

Jins Samsuddin-He is hot, very. He acts in the Si Tanggang film. Cool. But he's old now, still hot.

I've been watching shows on HBO channels lately. I like Not Like Everyone Else best. Its about after a teacher becomes supposedly ill at Union School, Oklahoma, Native American teenager Brandi Blackbear (Alia Shawkat) is accused of putting a hex on the teacher and suspended. With the help of the American Civil Liberties Union, the Blackbears file a lawsuit against the school to help clear Brandi of witchcraft accusations perpetrated by an overly zealous, religious community. I got that from a website. Dont think my English is that good. :/

K, bye. I wanna taste my curry. \m/

2009-06-20T22:47:00.000-07:00

Random picture

Okay, I didn't know yesterday was Father's Day. I didn't even give my dad a call. Hah, oh whatever. Even if I did, Mom told me to ask him for $$. HAHAHAH! Anyway, I didn't go madrasah today. Lazy + I really have to stay at home. I've been waking up at 7am for two days in a row. Yay me! Well, I was forced to do so though. Blahblahblah.
Nothing exciting. -_-

Usmah told me to go to Ala's blog. & I laughed looking at our photos being published in her blog. What Nadd said was true. We were trying to imitate those who always do that kinda thang. I mean, we always do that, trying to imitate these influential funny looking people (?) HAHAHHA, I dont take things seriously like she does. So yeah, apeape laaaa.

M-O ^^

2009-06-19T23:42:00.000-07:00

Fun, awesome, great, tiring!
I love you two<3
Thanks for the day despite being BUIH-ED.
Hahahhaa.

2009-06-15T01:39:00.002-07:00

Movie marathon with Nadd, Usmah, Fitri & Ein was great. Too bad Aqilah didnt follow. Had BK for lunch & it was very mengenyangkan. Uh-huh. Watch Night at the museum 2 and unexpectedly, watched Drag me to hell. Trust me, Night at the museum 1 was better. NATM 2 has not many scenes to really laugh at. Drag me to hell was really nice. But only if there was more to the storyline, it would have been better. I've got many movies that I wanna watch especially those 3D ones. Hee. Transformers 2 is showing on the 24th June. Omg, which one to watch first? HAHAH. Oh yeah, other than that, I got hold of Ein's Nikon. :D Someone follow me watch these movies, please?

Obor Mates, Nyna & Aqilah

I spent my Saturday & Sunday morning with those two. Nadd couldnt go so Nina replaced her. It was hella fun, I gotta admit that. 24hours together with them was so uhm.. crappy? Hahaha, but i swear I had fun with you two. We crapped alot since the beginning. & ended up sleeping in the train on Sunday morning. They kept dragging me to hell, and Im not sure why. Haha. We laughed at "Ping". We sort of eyed-for-a-guy. Heh. We planned to sleep throughout the camp but we couldnt as we worked hard for the 3page newsletter especially Aqilah & we won the Best Photographer Award. Heng ah! Slept together at the table at around 3plus plus the room was extremely cold. I myself dont know how many times I went to the toilet. Hah.

Thanks for the great Saturday & Sunday!

Saturday ->Obor ->Went to Marina Barrage & took truckloads of pictures ->1hour interview with Sleeq

Sleeq sang us 3 songs. Aqilah & Nyna gotta take photos with them but I didnt. Lucky, Im not a die heart fan of them. I want those songs that they sang. Nice. Alpyh is hot and is a joker. Haha, & their voice are like those American singers. Coolzxshit. *Melts*

They camwhored with Ein's Nikon & the pictures turned out shitty. HAHA!

Her name is Nurul Nabilah. & Im her godmother. Wooh. Cute nak mamposzxzxzx.

Bye. :D

2009-06-10T04:30:00.000-07:00

Yawdiyooooo!!
Im tired, verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry tired. Schooling for 2weeks straight is sick but great. Coz I get to see my friends everyday. Oohhhhweeee. I went for eye brow trimming. I look stupid. I swear I didnt want this kind of eyebrow, okay. Im too lethargic too think of what to blog about. Oh yes, I love Chirul. Cute & he has a nice voice (: Afyq dah keluar, Aqilah! HAHAHAH!

2009-06-06T04:31:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!

74episodes to the end of Suci. (:

Sexyyyyyy.

2009-06-06T04:20:00.000-07:00

Jo editted this for me. Thanks, Sis.

Im supposed to follow Usmah go shopping, but Im cashless. Ughhh. Its frustating to be cashless. Sorry jyeahh, Usmah & Amma. Nevermind. Im saving up with Aqilah, then we'll go shopping, eh? Hahaha! Despite not being able to follow Usmah & Amma, I spend half the day with little sister, Jo. We learnt how to krump, but funny. Hahaha. Cousins & aunties came. House chaos till 7pm.

Currently am alone. Jo went out with KakSiti to Marsiling. So jyeah, blog lorhh.
Anyway, Im having fun myself now, enjoying the wind from the fan. Cool or what eh? Haha, okay. Clueless on what to blog O_0 Bye.

Thanks, Aqilah<3
Se7en babe Se7en!

2009-06-05T05:22:00.000-07:00

Hi mafia cribs (Hahahahahaha kay funny (!!) )

Dear Raudha, I would love to hug you and like it or not, i will definitely be here fr you forever. Nak manja-manja dengan nadheerawr tak? Hahahaha -.- Babe, I love you and you have a bright future ahead. Don't worry kay? You'll definitely succeed and make your family really proud one day. Trust me. You are smart and talented at the same time. You are always there fr me though you knw, things happend. & I really want to be w you. Share with me, or us, anything. We will definitely be here fr you Heck you. Your post made me cry. Cheer up!

[You are so... Easy to hack. Password kau cutiepie ah gegerlzzzz! ♥]

2009-06-04T08:04:00.000-07:00

Wanna laugh your ass out reading my previous post, please do so.
Coz I dont wish to know. (;

2009-06-04T04:20:00.000-07:00

I dont care if anyone is gonna read this or not. But Im just saying things out for my own sake. I just wanna relieve myself. arrrrrrrrrg.

Yknw, each time when I sit in a 300 bus(note: everyday), and pass by the 404 flat, I'll be staring at one particular house. That, is of course where my dad used to live. I dont even know where he stays now. Pathetic kan? Its been months since I last talked to him otp and met him. Even if he calls, its not me whom he wishes to talk to, it'll be either my mom or little sister. See, each time i see that house, I'll be freaking down & Idk why. It just reminds me of my dad who never cares less for me since I was born, seriously. I emphasise this again, SINCE I WAS BORN, okay.

Im not like my little sister who is shameless to keep contacting my dad for electronic devices, yet, he still loves her. If i was the one who did so, I would have to wait for years and then I'll get those stuffs. My sister is very pampered, thats why she's very disobedient & rude to many people at home especially Mom. Even my mom loves my little sister more. At times, I ask myself, "Why should I be doing well in school, trying my best to make my family proud, work hard without any moral support from my family, when Im getting no one's love nor attention at home? Whats more, seeing my report book with good grades doesnt make a difference to any of my family members. its always my little sister who gets everything. In addition, my dad has never ever hold onto my report book nor praise me, give me a hug or at least, pat me on the shoulders." Its true my dad has never touch my report book before. Flip to the very first page and you'll see that slip, left unsigned by my dad. What kind of dad is he? Im really disappointed.

Oh yes, there's this advertisement at Suria, asking people to send pictures of their dads as superheroes. Looking at that advertisement, I kept saying to myself, "When has my dad ever became a superhero for me?". His absence, really affects me even though we never stay under one roof before. Its because of him, Im not religiously educated & because of that, I always get scolded and demoralized by my mom. I've never feel warm and welcomed being at home. Plus I got no DAD to depend on. I want a Dad, please? If anyone were to buy me a present for my birthday, please please buy me a Dad. If only Dads can be bought, I'll be the first to get one. I want a loving and understanding dad like Nadd's & Ein's, a cute, patient and outgoing mom like Usmah's, a pair of concerned parents like Aqilah's, a dad who has high hopes for his child like Fitri's. Can this wishlist of mine be granted? Anyone, please? Nevertheless, Im very happy to be born in this family.

All I need is a Dad, & after that, I bet my family will be good people. I dont want to lose my mom, coz I have not done my part in repaying everything she've gone through to bring us, 5 sibilings, up. I dont want to lose my grandma, she's just everything I wished for. I dont want to lose my siblings, coz they make me happy by making themselves happy. In other words, Im just sharing happiness with them. But my dad, I really dont want to lose him or hate him more. But, he's never done exactly anything for my own good. People, define DAD for me, please. ):

I envy my friends for having a complete family. Though they face many ups and downs in the family, still, its COMPLETE. Unlike mine. Thats why I always dislike seeing my friends, acting rude towards their moms or dads. Some of them have parents which are already divorced, yet, they still get the love and attention from both parties. Me? What do I get? My parents are not even divorced. They are just living SEPARATELY. I get neither my mom nor my dad's attention and love. Thats why, be thankful people, for being born in a complete family.

My family, they have never gave the moral support and strength to do anything. In fact, I have to have the will to do things myself, and thats why Im sort of doing well in school. People say Im independent. Yeah, its all because of the lack of moral support that Im independent now. I work hard for exams, without anyone's help just to prove to my family, I dont need their help to make me strive. But sadly, it doesnt affect them at all. How saddening can that be? Im never pampered at home. That is the reason why I dont get good phones, money, cameras and everything i wished for that all normal teens have. I have to work hard to get those stuffs. While other teens just need to open their mouth, utter a few words, and poof, they'll get it. Heaven or what?

I just wish that I am able to share this with someone, but jyeah, Im not open when it comes to this kind of stuffs. Afraid that people might say im ~~emo~~. I know there are others out there who are facing worser challenges in life. Thats a normal thing, that many would say. But whatever. Its always the same thing repeated into my ears.

Friends, I wanna apologise. I know Im sort of rude nowadays or since last time. Im sorry if you guys think Im very "mengada-ngada"/pampered in school. But, Im like this, coz I want things to be in the way I want as I dont get to do so at home. Im harsh/rude coz at home, Im the one who always have to obey to people's words. Im mengada-ngada/pampered towards you guys coz I've never got that feeling at home. Im really sorry, I'll try to change. I may look happy and outgoing on the outside but Im not like that inside. Just be there for me, please.(note:Im losing my bestfriend)Oh yeah, please dont be afraid to scold me at any time, coz even when I say Im not afraid of you guys, deep inside, I am coz I never never never wish to lose any of you. Thanks a zillion. Please dont say you guys are afraid of me. I hate it. Just do what you think is right for me. I love you, people.

I've never said this before but I need a warm hug, please.
Im in tears right now.

2009-05-19T01:45:00.000-07:00

IM LMAO, READING MY
& OTHERS'ARCHIVES!

2009-05-19T01:15:00.000-07:00

2nd post of the day. -_-

Received a text from Syahmi saying that Nyna ask us out for a swim together with some others. I wanted to go badly, coz I love swimming/rather playing in the water. In the end, I didn't go, SADLY. & luckily they said, it was cancelled. Pheewww! Btw, thanks Fie for making me want to live with it. Yknw what I mean. So jyeah, had to spend my hours, sitting in front of the laptop again. Ugh. Pathetic betol. I had a chat with Faiz. Long time since I met/chat/otf/tease him. Some random shit. Not really random tho. Basically, we were talking about his new life and new smart style and the minah & mats style. Hahha, smart doesnt suit you, Faiz! Serious shyte. & go look for your Akwah 5 laa eh! Its not that nice. Heh.Wan said hello on msn, but I didn't reply. Grrrr. My converstaion with Faiz.


				Zye ϟ Chop Chop				skater da try da
				Zye ϟ Chop Chop				skater / metal / emo / rockers / mat / relaxs / streetwear / ah beng / now smart !
				Raudhaaaa,				AH BENG?!
				Raudhaaaa,				wth.
				Raudhaaaa,				go back to streetwear uhhh.
				Zye ϟ Chop Chop				hahha
				Zye ϟ Chop Chop				streetwear lagi mcm mat rep nowadays
				Zye ϟ Chop Chop				but mostly it's either i wear t-shirts with baggy jeans
				Zye ϟ Chop Chop				or polo t with shorts/ 3/4
				Zye ϟ Chop Chop				but bile ade mood tu then i wear smart ah
				Zye ϟ Chop Chop				hahaha
				Zye ϟ Chop Chop				^^
				Raudhaaaa,				-_-
				Raudhaaaa,				mat rep punyer streetwearr is step streetwear.
				Raudhaaaa,				barang smuer case murah2.
				Raudhaaaa,				beh hoodie case star2/.
				Zye ϟ Chop Chop				correction my dear wawauuu
				Zye ϟ Chop Chop				hahaha
				Zye ϟ Chop Chop				zaman da berubah
				Zye ϟ Chop Chop				nowadays they save their money and buy all those branded stuffs
				Raudhaaaa,				nahhh.
				Raudhaaaa,				if you go marina square/barrage/mane-mane, you can still spot many mats and minahs with those kind of star2 hoods.
				Zye ϟ Chop Chop				itu minah and mats
				Zye ϟ Chop Chop				itu sume all those small timers
				Zye ϟ Chop Chop				yg nak step
				Raudhaaaa,				its the same.
				Raudhaaaa,				yang nak step or yang dah mmg minahh and mats tetap pakai bender same.
				Zye ϟ Chop Chop				hahaha
				Zye ϟ Chop Chop				idk ah
				Zye ϟ Chop Chop				da lame tak kluar gi those places
				Zye ϟ Chop Chop				i rather go town or any biase nye shopping malls
				Zye ϟ Chop Chop				can afford mats to see my faces
				Zye ϟ Chop Chop				face*
				Raudhaaaa,				hahhaha
				Raudhaaaa,				oh yeah,
				Raudhaaaa,				ako pon dah lame tak gi sane,
				Raudhaaaa,				Hahaha.
				Zye ϟ Chop Chop				hahaha
				Zye ϟ Chop Chop				that's why
				Raudhaaaa,				But get rid of that smart style.
				Zye ϟ Chop Chop				why ?
				Raudhaaaa,				idk, doesnt suit you

I've got nothing better to do. Restless.
Good Day. (:

2009-05-19T00:43:00.000-07:00

Common tests are over. This means I can post more laaa eh. But trust me, I wont update it everyday. Maybe every weekend will do. Anw, those tests weren't easy, I tell ya. But jyeah, I can't do anything to turn back time and redo those papers. Oh well, I did my best. Just wait for the results laaa yer.

School's closed today, due to exam papers marking. I woke up at 10am and started out doing some spring cleaning. Having done with spring cleaning, I immediately switched on my laptop which I have not lay my hands on for many days. It remained on till now. All I did was go youtube, bloghop, msn-ed and browse through for shoes. I, Ein, Fitri and Nadd planned not to eat in school for the whole month of July to get those shoes we've always wanted. Hopefully it goes well. Looking at those shoes, make me drool man. I showed Nasir those shoes, and he was like denying the fact that those shoes are hot. Ahhhhh! Instead, he showed me boots. Hot ones too. Diam eh kau, Nasir! Kasot tu smuer lawa eh! Just look at 'em!

xoxo, wawau.

2009-04-25T22:33:00.000-07:00

I wont be blogging for a while till common tests are over.

So dont bother visiting my blog.

Byebye.

2009-04-07T04:05:00.000-07:00

Today's 7th april. Next month, I'll be sitting for my common tests. Ugh, how irritating can that be? Next month, and Im not ready at all. How's that? Ok, whatever.

Talking about the past few days, here's what I did:
3rd April-Sports Day
-Swimming at Jurong with girlfriends
-Went to JP to have late lunch at LJS
-Home sweet home
It was a very very long day. Thanks to swimming, everyone's saying Im turning BLACK and not DARKER. Wth, exaggerating siaaaa. Haha,

4th April-Went to school at 8am
-Found out MT class was cancelled, ugh
-Had breakfast with girlfriends
-Went for Emaths lesson
-Rush for Danceworks @ Bellini Grande
-LNT won Merit Award
Congrats LNT for getting Merit Award. Though you guys werent the Champions, you guys still were the best & you guys did your best. Hope to see LNT again performing soon, I wanna support you guys. Wherever there is LNT, I'll be there supporting you people. Wooh, LNT sexy.
random.

5th April-Ditched religious class
-Helped Mom with household chores
-Doze off till night
Not a long day, was very relaxing though.

I forgot what happened yesterday. Nevermind.

So jyeah, school was rather draggy today. Fie & Hussain were absent. ): Ugh, 2hrs of dnt was so pathetic yet fun. Laughing with the DM, he doesnt act like one. Hahah, after school, planned to go home straight. Usmah and I did so, but ended up meeting Nyna, Ahma, Bulan & Rad at the 985 stop and was asked to go LJS for lunch. & we did. ^^ Blahblahblah, and I saw AYIM! Omfg, he's cute, not hot. Ahhh, i walked shoulder to shoulder pass him. Im taller, hahaha. We stared but only for a short while. Haha, he's going Taiwan soon. Takecare jyeah. (:

I was having a very very long chat with Bulan justnow about the future. Eh gangster, ako nak suami ako kasi spaceship kat ako nanti, for hantaran. Kau dapat motor, nanti dah ketinggalan zaman. HAHAHAHAH! Thanks for the future chat. -_- Wonder why we dont talk much in real life. Maybe cause you are too soft-spoken? Hahaha, k, whatever. Happy 3rd mth, kau!

Dah, penat. Homework not done.
Arvin was suddenly scolding me on msn justnow. & It was just a misunderstanding.
Still, Idk who chatted with you arvyy, justnow.

toodles/

2009-03-30T04:53:00.000-07:00

Hidung bawang

Sports heat last Friday was a big HAHA. I was last, but whatever. At least, I did my best & you guys know that. Haha, congrats to all runners who made it for Sports Day. Good luck, jyeah people! Awang Belangah last Saturday was effing hilarious, very I mean. Ok, cut it out!

I dont feel the need to go to school anymore. Idk why. But day by day, I becoming more and more lazy to attend school. Even if I did attend school, I wont pay attention during classes. I know I gotta wake up cause its the O'levels year. Why cant you people postpone Olevels? Im so not ready to get out of secondary sch. Haha. Oh yes, every day, I keep noticing these bunch of ridiculous Sec2s. Haha, whassup with that DOLLY bag? Cant even store a thing. Haha, Lawak laa korang.

Bestfriend, you know imy, the VERY VERY OLD you.
I seriously dont know why you have to open your mouth and talk about that you-knw-who.
Hah, I dont think you'll change. ):
But, jyeah, Imy.

2009-03-20T06:55:00.000-07:00

First & for most, Happy Sweet Sixteen, Fitri Amalia Salim. [:

Best of luck in everything you do, love. Im really sorry for not being able to celebrate your birthday together. Sorry, really. I know you've had a wonderful day on your birthday with Usmah. I'll try to make it tmrw, ok? Uhm, anw, chase the guy you wanted, girl. Heh. Thanks for being there for me always. Ily, nengnengfitwee. <3

Currently at Commonwealth McDonald with Jo and Kak Siti.

Tmrw schooling. What a Saturday. Fuck Malay.

I dont wanna go for Malay lessons.

See you tmrw. Goooooooooooodbye.

re-edited:

I just got back from Commonwealth. Currently listening to MJ12 with Kak Siti. We got a ride back home. Thanks to Abg Syanifa's friend, Nazree, for wanting to send us home. His car was a Kancil, small but fun to be in. Woooohoo. Abg Syanifa loooks skinhead with his botak head. Hahah, k. Tmrw school in the morning, go out with friends, go home for family bbq at TEMBUSU PARK. -,,- Wth? But I cant wait. hahah, meeting cousins mahhhh. :D

I wanna indulge myself with HOTDOGS and STINGRAYS tmrw. Yay,

Oh yes, Kak Siti was my "MODEL" for my dnt thing. Haha, thanks eyh walaupun gambar burok to the nak mampos. Hahahha, nights beloved readers.

xoxo, Raudha.

2009-03-15T09:25:00.000-07:00

Anyone, go youtube & type RAJA LAWAK NABIL. Watch it, he's funny. (:

2009-03-15T08:46:00.001-07:00

Overdued. Congrats LNT! I'll be there to support you guys again on the 4th. (:

Thanks for the great day, Dearests.

Tiring day but effing fun tho. Started my day at 9.30am. Spring cleaned the house. Then, I went out with Usmah, Nyna & Ahma. It was raining very very heavily, I tell you. but I still insisted on going out, for friends. (: Jalan case kalahkan x-country. -.-

Heeren-Cineleisure-Fort Canning-ArabStreet tak menjadi-FourStix.
Schooling tmrw, social studies seminar. Yay, not rotting at home. Whoooo.
Tired, k bye.

2009-03-13T09:35:00.000-07:00

Its 12.38am. Im currently doing research for Dnt, ugh. Its frigging irritating. I put effort in doing it & only got a B4? Like watchebellew. I dont think Im going Dnt tmrw. Im probably sending my sis and nephews off as they'll be going Batam tmrw. I wanna follow, pretty please. Whatsmore, they're going with Big Momma. Lagi ako nak ikotttt. Hahaha, k, whatever. Watching the Unborn now.

Goodbye.

Oh yes, Usmah! Get well soon, girlfriend.

& cheer up. Tak dapat pangkat, tkper laa.

Your Npcc mates still know & love you for you comical acts. (:

Popular in Npcc per kau. Cheer up, beng.

2009-03-13T09:32:00.000-07:00

To all Malay Lit Students going Bali, the Sec4s urh.

Take very very good care of yoursleves while you guys are at Bali. Im gonna miss you guys especially Chipmunks. ): You three gotta & must takecare okay. Dah laa badan kecik. Hahah,

Have fun & have a safe trip.

xoxo, wawau.

2009-03-13T08:18:00.000-07:00

"ohhh baby.. ohhh.. say my name.. say my name.. !xobile." - russell peters

Sorry for not updating for a month or so. Busy bumble bee. -_-

This month, many things happened, I guess. Not communicating with Bestfriend laa, to crying laa, to going Sentosa with Usuals, to fighting with Nadd, fighting with Ein, getting close to Tiger & Hussain blahblahblah. I cant remember all, sadly. Haha, but nehhmind. Can be said that its been harsh lately? Uhm, jyeahhh. However, everything's already back to the way they should be & Im glad.

Today marks the end of Term 1. Still, I'll be schooling the whole of next week. O'level student, durh! Only a day break which is on Thursday, isn't enough. Ugh, takper, for O'level, Im willing to do so. (: Anw, school was kinda fun today. Two periods of maintainence but we lepak-ed at SLC, listening to culture songs, then assembly(read: 4E3 won nothing -.-) and then end of school. I spent the hours aft that with Ein. We went:

WM Macdonalds>Planned to watch movie (tak jadi)>Pasar malam>Walked to sch>Comp lab

We storytell-ed alot. Thanks for the great day, dearest Ein. Sayannnng kau. Then, head home at 4pm. Slept, woke up, bath, got ready for parent-teacher conference. Mom didnt go, so Kak Siti replaced her. Phew. I showed Kak Siti, all my friends that she should know. -_- Hahaha, even Faliq too. Heh. Miss Tan didnt say much except that I had to buck up for Eng.

Tmrw Dnt remedial. Ugh. Tired.

English-D7

Malay, Emaths, Science-A1

Comb. Humanities-B3

Dnt-B4

Amaths-C6

2009-02-26T07:11:00.000-08:00

Happy Belated Birthday, Erman! I'll be there for you, okay.

Happy Belated Sweet 16, Yazlynn dearest! Aku sayannnng kau. Keep that in mind;

I have not gotten this birthday kids presents due to no KACHING. I did nothing special for this two people on their birthdays, sadly. Sorry jyeah. Somehow, we celebrated Ein's belated today, at al-azhaar & adventured around the banglows there. Ohmygod. All the banglows there were effing nice. However, like I told Bulan, Im gonna make a ball house for myself after O's, Rodaaa Valley eyh eyh? Hahhaa. Getting back to today, I had fun. Thanks, Two-pie tersayang.

I've been entertaining myself & Aqilah at school. Thats what they say. Hahha, I was kinda letting out all sorts of random retro shit. Haha, and somehow, Aqilah LAME laughed at all my sudden movements. Hees, thanks for laughing tho. I dont get tired of sudden movements. :D

Tomorrow's a Friday. Whoa. Thats fast, weird but seriously true. Uhm, will be doing amaths & dnt while waiting for Npcc to end with Ein & Nadd. Im having nose block right now. Dammits. Menyusahkan seyh, Ugh.

I miss Bestfriend.
I miss Khalifie Bff too.
Hahah, oh whatever.

Ok, bye all.
xoxo,

2009-02-14T08:27:00.000-08:00

I love 2PIES.

I love Bestfriend.

I love Khalifie bff.

I love Fitri.

I love Pravin.

I love Haziq.

I love Erman.

I love Felix Nai Fa Yang.

I love Hussain & Nasir.

I love Chippies.

I love Ncc girls and Ain.

I love Jiahui.

I love The Saturday Hangouts.

I love Fareez.

I love Tiger.

I love Nizam.

I love Syahmi.

I love Arvin.

I love Farahh & Faiza.

I love everyone.

A whole bunch of I LOVEs.
-.-

Im dead bored.
But really, I do love you people.
Apples of my life.

2009-02-14T07:41:00.000-08:00

I dont think blogging is necessary in my daily routine anymore, really. Maybe I dont need my laptop anymore? Hahha, Im too busy with school. Reaching home at night almost everyday is indeed very tiring. All I do everyday/week days would be spending more than 12hrs in sch, going home in 985 with Usmah, bath, get over homeworks, sleep. Ugh, pathetic sungguh. I wish I could get a better life than this. pretty please. I knw I got a life, but I am in need of a better one. Someone offer me a better life, ok? -_-

Today's the 14th. And so, its Friendship & Valentine's Day.

So jyeah, Happy celebrating people.

Treasure your love ones while you can.

Appreciate them before its too late.

As for me, I celebrated Friendship Day only. No Valentines for me. Uh-huhhhhh. The day before yest, the 12th, Bestfriend called me and told me to meet him at the usual bustop at 6.40am. I was like clueless cause he has never called me up just to say that. Haha, so the next morning, I did as he told me to. He came, walked towards my direction, took out a small bouquet of colorful straw flowers and gave it to me saying,"HappyFriendship SLASH Valentine's Day!" Awww, cute giler Bestfriend ako. Thanks for the flowers. (;

Ohh, & special thanks to everyone who has given me gifts & I gave them nothing.
Uhm, thanks Bulan, Miss Tan, Miss Teh, Rika, Jiahui, Beloved 2-PIES, Fitri, Sobby, Cikgu Y, Fitri and some others whom I didnt mention your name. Thanks truckloads for those gifts. I appreciate all of you.

I stayed home today, except for in the morning due to some extra Malay lesson. I decided to be a good girl and finish up all my homeworks today, excludin Amaths. Its always giving me problems. -_-

Goodnight.

2009-02-04T08:11:00.000-08:00

I'm feeling really unappreciated.

You takin` my love for granted, babe.

and I don't know how much more,

I can take from you.

You don't do the things you use to do.

You don't even say I love you too.

And lately I've been feeling,

Feeling unappreciated.

2009-02-03T08:58:00.000-08:00

I dont have the time to post about Saturday. But I did enjoy it though. Thanks for the great Saturday, my dearest Saturday Hangouts.

Anyway, I've been busy lately with school. After-school times are now occupied with Amaths' consultation with Miss Teng & Nadd with Ein. I want an A1 for Amaths badly. ): Oh yes, Im sorry Usmah for not going home with you these few days due to Amaths. Im glad Aqilah could accompany you home though. At least you've got a friend. (:

I skipped school today, due to feeling pressured over everything. Friendships, studies, family and others. Ugh, like what Ein said, biar sekarang kite penat or whatsoever, nanti ni semue will be worth it. Thanks Ein & Nadd, for encouraging me. Ilygirls. I went to school, after school ended. I was clueless about why the Malay girls were shouting my name like so loud when I came. I mean, they did the same when I skipped sch last time, but it wasnt this loud. Haha, Ein gave me a hug, which was very heart-warming. & Nadd, hugged my hand. Hahah, Thanks thanks thanks. I now, really feel motivated. Went for Amaths consultation. Great day, as usual.

Im putting aside everything that comes in my way.

2009-01-31T08:00:00.000-08:00

Outing with the NAs was great.
I'll post tmrw.

2009-01-29T07:47:00.000-08:00

During Amaths test, & I ended up getting 4/30.

Im gonna work hard for Amaths. Im gonna find a tutor with Nadd & get at least an A1 for Amaths. Eeeeee, too ambitious. Hahah, Im trying to get the hang of Amaths. Nadd, Ein & myself spent hours on doing less than 10 Amaths qns justnow. Persevere hard, 2-PIE-s! Other than that, school was perfectly fine. I went home alone, its been a long time since I do so.
-,,-

You knw what? You are so not yourself anymore.
& I dont like it, though you still hold on to your promises.
Please change, Change for your own good.

Idk why, but I felt like saying that out. Uhm, whatever. Arvin, thanks for letting me share my effing stupid stories with you. I appreciate it. & you & your bbff samer, LAME. Chey, haha.
Getting a no. 14 isnt bad. Cheerup, dude!

I've got no money for school tmrw.
Dammits.

2009-01-28T06:40:00.000-08:00

A for Alraudha Binte Ahamad.

First day of school after a long holiday. One word for school today = UNDESCRIBABLE. Is there such word? Uhh, nevermind. Fie drew tears for me during DNT. Tried to chase after him, but was lazy to run. Malay was sucha bitch. I got scolded for not reading the Cetusan Minda. And, the rest laughed at me, for answering Cikgu's qns with full of stupidity.

Cikgu: *mad* Raudha, ape wahyu Nabi?
Me: *muke stoink* Uhhh, Al-Quran.
Cikgu: Otak awak Al-Quran! Membaca pelajar!
The rest laughed at me. -..- Paiseh nak mampos. I supposed they are happy I got scolded for the first time by Cikgu Nor Azizah. Hahaha,

Class interaction was a question mark (?) . Spend my hours after school with Usmah, Ein & Aqilah. Nadd met Faiz & came back soon after. Ein & Aqil went home/dance soon after. So jyeah, I did had a great time, lmao-ing with Noor Usmah Binte Nasiman. (: I went to her house today, to copy So-sial Studies notes. Damn, my book is with "Mommy". & her mom gave me nasi briyani & nuggets to be eaten for my dinner. Sedapsedap. Thankyou, Cik Julimah. & Jusman as usual, was hot. -..-
Thanks for the sexy day, Tupai-s.

Happy 15th month anniversary to Nadd Tupai & Faiz.

Happy 2nd year Anniversary to Usmah Tupai & Faliq.
Last long people.

Im taking my own sweet time to memorise these 2 essays for tmrw's test/
Selamat malam, Sayangs.

2009-01-27T08:36:00.001-08:00

Im getting irritated, really.

Still, i gotta grow up.

Ugh.

2009-01-27T08:11:00.000-08:00

My two girls are back from their long holidays.
Welcome back, Beloved Tupai-s!
We will now continue with our journey, here in Singapore.
K, lame sungguh.

Its 12.20am now. Im still awake, while Im supposed to wake up at 5.45am for school. Usmah is online too. She cant sleep either, cause she feels kampanat. -_- Im done with homeworks, finally.
Im effing lethargic now. Ugh, but cant sleep. Pathetic much. Oh yes, I chatted alot with Heryady today. We made a bet on who says hi first. Lame lame, I knw. I think he has forgotten all about the bet. Bitch you. He texted me, about something. I helped and ta-daaaa. Nothing happen. Somehow, you feel delighted eyh. Hahah, Badrul is still in the hosp. Cik Dhadha misses you. Haha. Come back home soon. (;

Selamat Pagi, Singapura.♥

I miss school. Kental tapi benar.
Everything. (:

2009-01-26T09:35:00.000-08:00

Happy 16th Birthday, Amalina!

My wish for you on your birthday has been posted on your blog. Go read it. (:

2009-01-26T07:07:00.000-08:00

Sapao TIDAK.

My Monday ended so fast. Guess, time really flies uhhh. Haha. I woke up at 12pm. Wth. 12 hours of sleeping is too much seh. Oh, whatever laa kan. Had my shower and then got ready to go NUH. Oh yes, my nephew, Badrul was admitted to the hosp due to lung infection. Lucky he is okay now. We went to Commonwealth Mcdonalds to see Abg Syanifah & again I got free McFlurry. Thankyou sangat-sangat laa yer. Then, myself, KakSiti, Jo & Shima headed straight for NUH. There, my aunt & bf + my brother & Sis-in-law , went home. So left the four of us, with the eldest sister & Badrul. I swear, he talked & laughed alot with us. We played with the hosp bed. -,,- Lame, I knw. At least, he laughed. Soon, my ex bro-in-law's family came. & Badrul became quiet again. Wth, he was comfortable with us. (: Cute lil' thang laa kao. We went home soon after that. Bus-ed home. &&& now, Im sitting in front of the teevee, watching Qabil Khusry Qabil Igam. Omg, boleh nanges tahu tidak. Hahah,

My handphone has been silent all day.
Dammits.

Amalina, happy advance 16th birthday, dearest!
Tunggu Usmah, then celebrate same-same, k.

Dah, selamat malaaaaam, lovelies.

2009-01-24T05:49:00.000-08:00

Good Day, Mates.

Im feeling lethargic now, very in fact.

First thing in the morning, had to wake up at 8am & get ready to go Vivo for D&T. -,,- Waited for Kumar at the usual stop, & he was 15mins late. I stood in the sun, yknw. Boarded 963 to Vivo. I "abused" Kumar in the bus, as usual. He didnt want to share anymore. ): You still are my bestfriend, dumdum. He made me walked a distance when we reached Vivo. Damn you. He hid behind me when we met MrLim. Oh yes, MrLim asked Nadd a dumb qns. -,,-
Hahaha, we ate at Banquet. Then, started work. & then, D&T ended. So lepak-ed at rooftop, with Nyna, Nadd, Ein, Mars & Fatimah. A great bunch I have to say. Blahblahblah, Nyna & Fatimah left. So, myself, Nadd & Ein went to Queensway. We were very tired, indeed. Still, we joked around. (: Otw home, Ein was being sucha joker. -_-
We really lmao at whatever she says. Cute tupai. Bus-ed home. &&&&&,
Im tired. Goodbye.

Have a safe trip, Ein & Usmah.
I'll miss you both. Tupai-s.

currently: chatting with Arvy

You remind me of the time when we were so alive. Do you remember that?

2009-01-23T07:20:00.000-08:00

Cross-country today, feels like it happened for awhile? Idk, others think so too. Uhm, I wonder why. But I didnt run much tho. Semangat at first, then walked all the way. I left Ain alone. Hah, sorry Betch. Ahhh, Amalina & Fie won. (: Proud proud. Congrats uhh kowang.

We(Myself, Nadd, Ein, Usmah, Aqilah), took 178, thinking it'll bring us to JE swimming complex. But ended up, going JP. -,,- We ate LJS there, and headed for JE swimming complex. Met the guys there, Kumar, FieKeleng, Haziq, Janaadan, Nasir. They waited for us, dumdums. Pravin, Hussain & Bobo came later on. I enjoyed the swim with the Girls. The guys were so IGNORANT, Not all, but just ONE. Knnccb. Lucky you apologised. (:

The girls went to JP for the 2nd time of the day, without Aqilah. She had to go home early. So jyeah, Usmah met boyfie, while myself, Nadd & Ein went in search for a dress for Nadd. Wahlao. JP fashion shops were sucha bitch. MOFO. So, Ein suggested that we go Lot1. The ticket machines at BoonLay interchange really was a trouble. Still, we went to Lot1, and looked for dresses. Ended up, Nadd bought NOTHING, but she treated us to 100gm of FAMOUS AMOS each, for going throught the effing long day with her. Hahaha, Terima kasih. I enjoyed today, basically. (:

Tmrw meeting 4e3's DNT students, WOOOOH. Going Vivo for DNT. Then, they planned to go Sentosa, santai. Most probably going Vivo with Bestfriend (: Oh yes, Alep called me, asking me and the rest out tomorrow. Too bad, I cant go. Busy. Ugh, I wanna go. Dammits. Tkper, next week, ok. (:

Baaaaaaaaaah.

2009-01-18T06:57:00.000-08:00

Great Saturday Hangouts

Yesterday's outing was fun,
tho there were not much communication going on, till the end.
Hahah, It was tiring, really.
From City Hall, to getting lost Idk where, then to Raffles Hosp,
cabbed to Youth Park meet Alep, Bulan, Heryady, Mizi, Pozy & Zaf,
Walked and ran to Fort Canning, rest at FourSticks.
Everybody was silent, doing their own things.
Then, Alep told all of us to sit together, & we joked around.
Heryady laughed like fxck, nvr seen him laughed that much before.
Alep was being lame. Pozy was cute & round. Mizi was gilergiler.
Bulan & Zaf were quiet, maybe cause one of them was feeling down.
Cheerup! Anw, you should be okay by now. (:

The guys were disappointed we went home early.
Haha, seriously sorry tho. We'll go out again, I hope.
But this time, its gonna be better, chey. Haha,
Reached home at 12am, no one said anything.
So, jyeah. Coolio.

I called Nadd, & Fie called me during the outing.
Tk payah lahh kau, Fie. Hahaha,

K, tmrw schooling. Good day.

2009-01-16T22:40:00.000-08:00

Friday the 16th, -_________-
Yesterday, seriously was full of cries.
First it was Rad, then Amalina, Marissa, Usmah, Aqilah and last was me. Wth.
Alaaaa, semuanya cheer uppp, ok?

I feel like Im causing too much trouble for Bestfriend.
Im sorry. Its just that, Im afraid of losing you.
Not losing you to your gf.
But losing you in this particular way that will mean alot to me.
I cried in front of Bestfriend, sucha crybaby.
Down down down and away. ):

Fie texted me in the morning. I told him what happened.
He advised me. I guess I should really be patient and grow up.
Haha, whatever it is, I too dont want to lose a fantabulous friend,
like FieKeleng.

Bobo called twice, asking about my condition.
Whether Im okay and all.
I said I was. And, he asked me what's the cause.
I didnt answer. He mentioned a name, I said partly correct.
-__________-
I really pity Bobo. Despite all the things I did to him,
he is still concerned for myself. I appreciate you.

Nadd, she was there for me all the way.
So was Usmah. I really love you two.
Thanks alot. You guys are the greatest.
Thanks korang, thanks thanks thanks.
Tupaaaaaais' chonggg nanges, kental.
Nyna was there too, thanks dearest.

To Bestfriend's Gf,
Dont worry, its not because of you,
we are drifting apart. (:
I appreciate that you care alot for us.
Thanks alot.

Hah, on the on other side,
Haziq & Qamarul Sec5 waved at me.
Usmah got jealoused. LOL.

I got many people/friends who care for me.
Sayaaaaaang korang.

2009-01-15T08:18:00.000-08:00

Eyebrow-shaping. Wth.

I dont want to update my blog, sungguh tidak perlu!(inside joke-..-)

School, has always been great with Nadd, Usmah, Ein, Aqilah, Fie, Bestfriend & the rest.

So I shouldnt dwell on how great school is getting on. Wooooh,

Been having 10pm calls with Nadd & Fie lately, but not today.

Damn that Malay Lit project, I didnt get to talk to them otf. ): Ugh,

Fie says, my voice sounds RETRO! Omg, so sec 1 siaaaa.

Nadd sounds so mentel otf, even Fie agrees. HahaX.

Bestfriend is really acting like one bestfriend now or... Hahah! Wooh,

Ily dokszxzxzxzx. I trust you alot, dont disappoint me, dearest.
I never want to lose you, trust me. <3

No more quarrels, please.

Im done for today,

Feckingly penat.

And korannnng, ako bukan minahwep siaaa. Hahaha.

Goodbye, 12.28am. -______________-

2009-01-07T05:39:00.000-08:00

Omg, previous post was so tak perlu. Aduii. I cried somehow reading it again. -.-
I forgotten what happened on Monday, in school. Wth. All I remembered was that Bestfriend started talking to me. I felt better. Haha, & I was effingly talkative during SS with Usmah && there were truckloads & truckloads of homework. Dugh.

Yesterday? I enjoyed school from the start. Fie, Nadd & I kept talking about the recordings in Fie's ipod. Aci aci acimek! -.- Hahaha, I was super hyperactive & talkative during SS. It has always been SS lessons, Idk wtf too.
After school time was the best! The canteen was so quiet. There was only Nadd, Usmah & myself. Usmah suddenly cried due to some reasons. I didnt know what to do/say to comfort her. Sorry):

So I decided to sing her a song, with meaningful and encouraging phrases. I didnt know that my singing would affect Nadd too. I sang them the song, and I told them how it relates to my life. Like I told the both of you, I nearly cried. But tried to put a strong front. I sang and they cried even more, I was guilty that I stopped singing. Im not sure if they cried because of my story or because of their life & problems they are facing with now.
But whatever it is, korang, ako sayang korang. Like I said, tempuhinya dengan rela hati, dearests. Once again, Im really sorry for not being able to comfort you guys. Ily two much much much.

Today, I still enjoy school like to the effing max. -.-
Morning, Emaths, sat with Nadd & Fie, two of my greatest greatest friends. We were kecoh as usual. Oh yes, Nasir watches Suci too, Whoa! I didnt know a guy like him would watch such shows. Haha, he even storytell-ed me about yest's episode. Coolio. Dnt was okay except that Bestfriend was ignorant for a while. People, I m dropping Amaths, I cant cope already. Wooh, Assembly was very dry. Everyone tutop mate, TIDOR!

After school, lepak-ed in the canteen till late hours, chey. Usmah had Npcc so we didnt laugh much after sch together today. I was left with Nadd alone. Still, she made my day, so did Usmah & other other other people. I waited for Bestfriend cause he wanted me to accompany him to KeatHong, meet his friend. Usmah went home with her boyfriend. (: Im glad for you, girl! In the bus, he storytell-ed me what was happening to him, & I scolded him about some incidents that happened between the two of us. We sat around with Farah Entot. She told us stories that really made us lol. & she told me one thing, which is so unexpected uh. Haha.
Still, ily bestfriend, boyfriend, brother and anything else you could think of.
ARUN KUMAR. (:

I miss my Grandma who is in the hospital now. ):

2009-01-03T07:06:00.000-08:00

Kumz,

Imy badly.

Idk if Im the one who should be saying sorry, but I already did tho. I texted you saying sorry and all, but all your reply was a pathetic NVM. Frustrating tahu tidak? That's why, I sent another text msg, ranting my anger on you. You sweared/swore, you didnt promise about that that thing we fought about. So Im mad at you because you swear-ed/swore, and you never did as you swear-ed/swore. Really, im not mad at you for other things, but just this swearing thing. I was in need of it. Like I said, I gave willingly, you wanted/trying to return reluctantly. Im just sad that you are treating me this way. Also, you promised me you'll be my old Kumz, but where's that effing promise gone to? Action speaks louder than words uh. I know you wont even care if I say all this, cause Im already NOTHING to you, unlike last time whereby you repeated upteen times, I was your EVERYTHING. Ugh, its frustrating. I complained to Fie & Nadd about what happened, thank God they were there for me. I was stupid enough to say sorry to you yest. You blamed me for making you even more stressed up on that day when you gotta knw I was mad at you. How am I supposed to you ar already stressed up?! Im not with you every day or every second. I've already cried, apologised and everything for you. But all I got is this, your way of treating me now. Ugh, you me to shed tears of blood in front of you or what?! Maybe that'll make you believe Im sorry. Ugh. Its okay if you wanna end our friendship that I tried to uphold till now. I'll leave it to you to decide. But whatever it is, thanks for the memories. Ily.

2009-01-03T06:29:00.000-08:00

First day of school was sungguh di-missed.

Fie, like he requested on msn, spar-ed with me from far, like ya' knw,

just actions from a distance but never hit each other?

Hahaha, we did just that. He was at the other and & I was at another end.

Lmao-ed with Usmah & Nadd the whole day.

Thanks, sexayes for the great first day.

Somehow, I didnt talk to Kumz & so did he.

The whole day was just look-stare-jeling kinda thang.

Ugh, ako miss kao, Kumz. Kalao lah kao tao..

We fought, thats why. ):

Usmah hadd npcc, so I went home with Nadd.

Terima kasih for listening to my complains and whinings.

Sayanng kao. I was so calm (?!) when I was sitting in 985.

Reflecting my life, ugh.

Pathetic much.

Oh jyeah, Fie dgn Nadd, thankyou from the bottom of my heart,

for listening to my curahan hati. Ily, thanks.

& Bobo made my horrendous mind felt better just by one sentence.

Haha, ako sayang semua orang. D:

Toodles.

2009-01-01T04:22:00.000-08:00

Today's Nyai's 81th birthday! (:

Stay strong! Ily,

Cousins, aunts & uncles came.

Celebrated Nyai's birthday, tho she's still lying in bed, sick. ):

Practically, I had a great day with these gorgeous people.

Im mad at Kumar. Fucker. Im not forgiving you, Ugh.

Oh yes, I told Aqilah, I'll write something for her. 0.o

So jyeah, inilahh diaaaaaaaaa, Ze Sexaye Aqueen, (;

Aqueen marmalade, Im really sorry for whatever I and the rest did to you in 2008, which just passed yesterday. I know Im cruel, chey. But true laa urh. Haha, I really seriously am sorry. Hopefully, this thing wont ever happen again this year. You were always there for us, when we were in need, be it in family probs, friendship probs or studies probs. Thankyou, I appreciate it now after I realised how cruel I were towards you, babe. If only I could turn back time, I'll be really nice to you, you know. Haha, kao dah lah sexaye. -..- Anw, I just want you to know, Im here if you need me, ok lady? Thanks for everything. Hahaha, thats all I gotta say. & Thanks for the fantabulous 2008, ako sayannnng kao sangat-sangat.

2008-12-31T02:50:00.000-08:00

Today's the 31st Dec 2008, I emphasize again, 31st Dec 2008! Ugh.

Tomorrow's the 1st Jan 2009. Omg, Im really not ready for it, like I told Nadd. ):

2008 has been a great year,seriously.Its full of ups & downs in friendship, family and etc.

I've learnt alot of things this year. I wish I could learn more in the years to come. (:

2008 seems like it has brighten up my life even more? True but weird, I know.

I've made alot of new friends, great ones too, be it through connection or in school.

With people like, Usmah, Nadd, Fitri, Aqueen, Ein, Fie, Haziq, Erman, Bobo, Felix, Ain, Syahmi, Kumar and all,it really make me wanna have more of 2008.

Lol. Like Im forever in 2008. -..-Im gonna treasure all of you.

I told Nadd I wanna apologise to people today. -_-

Anyway, here it goes.

Im really sorry if I've hurt anyone, which I know, I've hurt alot of people's feelings.

Some of them whom I know I've hurt quite badly would be Nadd, Usmah, Aqilah, Fie (?), Heather, Bobo, Felix and Erman.I know there's some others but I cant remember.

Those are the ones whom I know, obviously got hurt/angry by my actions.

I really wish I could turn back the time, and never ever repeat those mistakes again.

Haha, so much for turning back time, huh.

Im really gonna miss 2008 badly, really, I mean it.

Ugh, 2008.. 2008.. 2008.. Im gonna miss you.

A few hours till the end of you. I'll miss you. D:

Hahaha,

Wait, why am I so depressed about going into 2009 and leaving 2008?
Im sure Im gonna have a great and memorable time in 2009.
Whats more, Im already Sec4 next year.
For sure, more challenges awaits me. Haha,
Wait till the end of next year, and you'll see me typing, I MISS 2009.
Haha, I say this every year, you see.& forever I'll say, I want more of that year, if you understand what Im tryin' to say.
But seriously, I want no conflicts in friendship next year, which is so not possible.
I wanna concentrate on studies, that's all.
I dont wanna go out at all, till th end of O's.
Like its gonna happen. =.="

Hahaha, im gonna out with my sisters later.
I'll post soon, again. Toodles.
& the next time I post, its gonna be 2009.
Happy new year, lovelies.

2008-12-29T02:26:00.000-08:00

♥ Bayu Kusumanegara(with courtesy of Tyqa's blog) & Rezky Aditya ♥

I've been watching the Indonesian Sinetron, SUCI, like every single day. The show is so EVERYTHING. The sweet & romantic scenes are indeed very extremely sweet & romantic. I swear, I keep on smiling every episode when there's a romantic/cute/sweet scene. Oh yes, there's alot of hothunks in the show too.

♥Bayu Kusumanegara & Rezky Aditya♥are my favorites.

Omfg, arent they hot? Answer me, someone? -.-

I've watched the very very last episode, Episode 274, on Youtube.

Ahhhh, Suci got married with Denise. Wheeee~

How I wish I was in Suci's position.. Uhhhh,

Okay, currently, Sensasi is gonna show the 40th Episode, today.

Another 234episodes to the last one. Ugh, pathetic.

Lame nyerrrrr. ):

Nevermind, watch at Youtube uh!

Aper lagii. :D

Oh bytheway, both hothunks are mine.

K, prasan siaaaa.

33mins to Suci's 40th Episode.♥

Goodbye.

2008-12-28T01:40:00.000-08:00

Im feeling kinda sleepy today. Wth. Bored bored bored. Hah,
Anw, met Usmah & Aqueen justnow. I wanted to pass Aqueen her homewrk,
& then, I told her to accompany me to Lot1 to buy milk tea. -..-
Then, at the same time, Usmah msged me, telling me, she's bored. Selalu lah kao!
Haha, so I ajak-ed her along.

While waiting for Usmah, I & Aqueen chit-chatted, quite alot. (: I miss Nur Aqilah alot. Haha,
We talked about O's next year, her life, my life, blahblahblah. Usmah came, head for Lot1.
I wanted a Milk Tea Ice Blended tapi tkder. Knnccb. Terpakse beli Vanilla. Ugh. Usmah shopped for stationeries & she sorta treat us to Famous Amos cookies. Wheeee~ Thanks, jyeah.
Im buying school shoes from Cotton On. -.-

Then, we went BPP. Aqilah wanted to see bags, Jansport punyaaa. Walked for awhile and went home. Usmah & I, talked random. Wtffff. She'll be having tuition with her hot tuitor later. =.="

Usmah says tomorrow, there'll be an outing. Yay, but at the same time, Un-yay. Yay cause I gotta meet 'em, & Un-yay, cause I aint got KECHINGGGGG. Holy cow. Mati. Usmah wanna shop lagi. Ugh. Mampos. Kao blanjer ako, ako tak kesah. Pai-pai.

2008-12-26T06:05:00.000-08:00

Abg Syanifah & I, *kening naik-naik*

I went to Commonwealth Mcdonalds yest with beloved sisters, Kak Siti & Jo. Christmas then pergi Mac? Bodoh punye olang. Anw, we went there to surprise Abg Syanifah, a friend of Kak Siti. Sumpah, I was excited to see him cause every night, I only saw him in the webcam, webcam-ing with Kak Siti. -.-

When I first saw him at the counter, I was like, "Kak! Tu dier kan?! Kan?! Tu kan dier?! Alaaa, tu lah dier! Pakai topi, ader janggot!". Irritating siaaa. Then, Kak Siti and I went to the counter area and ordered the food. We were laughing, I looked at Abg Syanifah's reaction, it was funny, really. Mulut terngangah. Then, we went back to our seat place and he still didnt come to us. So we ate, & I was in need of another drink. So, I raised up my hand from far, & showed him the cup of Coke. & he then came to us, with a large Coke, free. Baikkkk. Blahblahblah. I gotta knw about something yest too. D:

Then, Kak Siti went out of the Macdonalds with Abg Syanifah while me & Jo stayed inside, wifi-ing. Kak Siti called me & asked me to go out. I did as told, and snap a few pictures with Abg Syanifah. Joke around and we all then went back inside as he had to continue with his work. I got a free McFlurry, I think. Wheeee, Kak Siti, Jo and I sat there awhile more, and had a sister-heart-to-heart talk. -,- That's the best thing about a siblings' outing. HAHAH! Decided to go home, so salam-ed Abg Syanifah & his other friends were like all lmao-ing. Anw, the riders and the workers there were very superfriendly. Taxi-ed back home & camwhored like fxck with the two of them. (: Tadaaaaaa, pictures are in Kak Siti's phone. Will upload it soon, Good day, mates.

2008-12-25T10:19:00.000-08:00

Its 26th Dec today, & now its 2.21am. Happy 16th Birthday, Paizzzzzz! Cepat-cepat lahhh dapat babat. Ako nak tengok kao gemok laaaaa. I cant give you mine cause they are very very precious, you see. Anw, ako sayang kao, ako sayang Nadd, jadi jage Nadd baik-baik, ok? Next year, dah masok Ite kan? Jgn makin WILD sudah kao. Dont forget everyone pulak & most importantly, jgn lupe Nadd. (: Harap-harap ape yang kao nakk, & your christmas wish that you told me, will come come true & terjadi pade kao. Jgn putus asa dalam hidop, doksxzxzxzxzx. -..- All the best laa in everything that you do, lastlong with Nadd. If there's anything I can do to help, beep me, ok. Keep being lame, please. & you owe me a McFlurry, not! Kao cool tapi selenger. Tapi kao cool laaaaa. & Thanks for everything that you've said or did for me this year. Ako akan ingat, tak akan luper kao punyer. Sebab kao laaaa satu-satu brolurp ako. HAHAHA! (: K, done. Happy flappy lappy birthday, Paiz.

xoxo, raudhaaaaaaaaa.

2008-12-24T21:22:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas, Everyone! Santa Claus has come to town, :D Wheeee~

I got a super duper wonderful dream today, maybe its from Santa? -..- Merepek seyh.

Anw, today is Ridwan Gondol's 19th Birthday, I remembered. I even reminded Usmah yest. (:

So jyeah, Happy Birthday, Wannnnn!

I'll be going out with ♥Belovedsisters later. To idk where, but meeting Abg Syanifah @ his workplace. Wooooooooh. At last dapat jumpe eyh. \m/

My pimple burst already. I poked it. Dasar tangan gatal per. & now, I put a plaster over. It looks horrendously ugly. Ugh.

Tomorrow's Faiz's 16th birthday. :D

I've just realised I've already known him for 1year plus. -..-

Selamat advance birthday, Paiz.

2008-12-24T06:35:00.000-08:00

Edits: Usmah/Camwhoring

Yo yo yo. -..- Lame start perr. Hah,
I was actually spring cleaning my sister's room when Nadd texted me, that they all wanted to go out. It was a last minute plan, really last min. -.- But, it happened, and it turned out fun. (:
My little sister was the one who did the make up for me. Wth, she wanted to, so I let her laa. I was late but early. When I reached gw, only Usmah was waiting. Sorry to make you wait, dearest♥. They all came. Took 106 to Suntec, met Pravin there.

We bought a Gloria Jeans cake for Haziq's belated. Sorry it was as meriah like others' birthday celebration. ): We went to eat at Pizza Hut. Haziq & Pravin had to go off, had to go to work. Well, at least, I gotta take a picture with Hazeeq. I ordered Beef Lasagne. Aduh! Menjilat kaki seyh. -..- Lame siaaa. Erman ordered beef lasagne & pizza with pepsi & he didnt had enough money to pay when the bills came. Knnccb. Usmah paid for him. Hahah. Went to Marina, to check Kak Siti out. But she wasnt there. She said she was transferred to somewhere else. -_- Usmah bought the present for her brother & got "mad" at Erman for not wanting to pay back Usmah's money. Wth. Then, took bus 75, Tak pernah naik, tapi naik cause Usmah says we gotta be street-smart. So we did. We camwhored in the bus. Mcm banyak giler punyer giler. Laughing our arses out because of the silly faces we made. Double chin maout perr? -.- Geli seyh. We dropped and took 67 & went straight home. Usmah sakit, gws, babe!

So jyeah, I enjoyed my day today. Especially when camwhoring with Usmah♥ in the bus. Takleh angkat doksxzxzxzx. I want the ugly-ugly pictures, baybeh. (: Still, I enjoyed with the rest too. Erman was kinda weird today? I dont wanna say it but he is weird somehow. Nadd kecoh macam biaser. -.- Nights, nak gambar tao!

2008-12-22T06:04:00.000-08:00

Let's see,
23rd Dec - Following Mom, to idk where.

24th Dec - Malay Lit thingy @ Bukit Panjang Government High.

25th Dec - Nothing, I hope. Somehow, I remembered, its Gondol's birthday.

26th Dec - Faaaaaaaiz's birthday, nothing's happening. So, nothing on.

Usmah Usmah Usmah..

Usmah, Im sorry if i've ignored or neglect you, really. I know you've help me alot. But, it seems like I dont care kan? Im sorry. I treasure you alot. Just so you know, I really hope we were like last time. I've always wished to hug you but no, it never happen. Do you need me to hate Nadd again in order for us to be like last time? I dont think I can do that tho, cause Nadd, somehow, she understands me well, really well. Im not saying you dont, but, there's something about you that Im not comfortable with & that's what made me hard to share with you everything that is happening to my life. I know, I've been giving you alot and alot of excuses each time you asked me out, but.. Ahh, if only I could prove to you, my excuses were true, nevermind. Im glad you are happy with Amalina and all, unlike when you are out with me & the rest. I feel like Im losing you, which is so obvious laa. But, I dont know, how to get us back like dulu-dulu? You see, I dont have freedom like you do, always able to go out as and when you like, being pampered at home, no chores to do, no one to take care of and so on. I've got alot of responsibilities here, at home & you know, my brother is so strict when it comes to going out. ): I wish you could understand. Im being ignorant, I know. I hope you know this, i really wish my life was like yours & that I love you alot. I'll never forget you even if we are not close like now. I accept you for who you are, really. I need you too, not only Nadd. I admit I've said that I wont get back to Nadd like last time, but I prove you wrong. If you remembered what you said in one of your msges, you said, the old can nvr replace the new. It really is true. Ugh, Idk how to explain things to you. Im crying, ):):

But all I want you to know is, I'll be there for you & I never wanna lose you, Usmah.

2008-12-22T05:50:00.000-08:00

Gambar lame, ugh.

Yesterday, Sunday. Went to Joo Chiat wih Mom & Jo. Stopped at Lagun Sari cause Abg Rizal's wedding was held there. Cool sio the wedding. Gothic style. The pelamin, the costumes, everything, was black and red. Wooooo, the bride & groom wore black too. & I swear, the brides costume was ver very extremely beautiful. Blahblahblah & went back home.

I, somehow, told Mom, I want my wedding theme colour to be black & yellow. Weeeee~ She said, "Secondary belom habes."

K, done. Goodnight, manusias.

2008-12-22T05:34:00.000-08:00

Webcam(:

Last Saturday, watched Bisikan Nadim with Nadd & 3e4s at Victoria Theater. It was okay. , as expected, was cute. His voice mcm Upin & Ipin, similar laa. & Haziq daniel/Daniel haziqNadim was there. K, not related to him in anyway. Yet, I was the who spotted him, jyeah. Throughout the show, I kept complaining, somehting's happening to my butt. -..- Sorry, Nadd. The row of people behind us, was kecoh too. Bapok pon adaaa, cool kapaa? Haha, it ended around 6plus. & we went off.

I spent the rest of the day with dearest Nadd after that. We went to Bukit Batok Mcdonalds cause we were hungry. We ate Mega Mcspicy. Sumpah gelek-gelek pedas siaa. We kept laughing and complaininga about how spicy the burger was. Mac mak mak kao? Tak faham, -..- Haha, We wanted to play my laptop, but, in the end, it didnt get connected to the wireless sg there, fxck. So, jyeah, we camwhored with the webcam while entertaining this small little cute kid. (: We gossiped a little & talk about some stuffs. Then, head back home. Saw Rinor, Cicak & Sulaiman at the bustop. At the bustop, entertained another small kid. She imitated my moves, all of a sudden. Cute tao. That was it, thankyou Nadd, for the fantabulous day, ily sayaaaaaang. -..-

2008-12-18T00:03:00.000-08:00

Happy 15th Birthday, Hazeeq!
Hello people [:
I passed out one hour ago, & now, starting to rot & decompose on the bed. K, bedek.
I want to watch Love Guru badly, cause Usmah & Nadd says its hilarious, boleh golek-golek atas & bawah katil. K, tidak. Watch-movies slow laa. I logged into Tagged, dah lamer tak log in, & got 2matches. One is Aidil while the other was Haikel. Hot sioooo. Both 16. (: Oh, whatever.

Anw, Nadd text-ed me last night, bored as usual. -..- We planned something for Paiz's birthday. Dont know if it will work out or not lah uh. Hopefully, it will. With the SBLs, Usmah, Nadd, me, Zhao Liang, E-nal and some others. Chey, bobal mcm kenal dorang. -.,- Blahblahblah, Im gonna bash Paiz terribly. Kasih pecah tulang-tulang dia. -_- Lame ke aper, raudha?

Oh, my two nephews, Badrul & Amin were very cute yesterday, really. Badrul was playing thuis game on y8, this farmer game. & Amin was playing psp. Then, Amin started a conversation.

Amin: Abg, abg dah besar nak jadi aper? Farmer? *eyes on his psp*
Badrul: Tak boleh! *kening naik, tak turon* Amin tau kenape? Amin tau tak?!
Amin: Aper?! Kenape lah?! *irritated* Tsk.
Badrul: Sebab.. Sebabkan, kat Spore ader siket jer farm. Cikgu adul kat sekolah cakap, dulu-dulu memang ade farm, tapi skrg orang build-build, jadi dah takder. Abeh orng pon nak beli farm, jadi ok lah.
Amin: Abeh kenaper abg main game farmer? Abg nak jadi farmer?
Badrul: ARGGGGH! Amin! Adul main game farmer for fun uh, Adul nak jage chicken dalam farm ni! Adul taknak jadi farmer! Amin jadi lah!
Amin: Ok!*sinister smile*

Cute? No? I find them cute, you should have seen them talking, really. I'll be going to school tmrw, maybe. Meet Kumar & Udiey? -..- See first uh, Nadd.
School's reopening soon, I cant wait. Rule the school, baybeh. I havent started any revision, mampos. Next year dah O's. K, takper, toodles [;

2008-12-17T02:26:00.000-08:00

Second post. (:
Irreplaceable bunch, Imyg badly):Tomorrow is Haziq Mraz's birthday, if Im not wrong. He is in camp, at Sabah with Erman, Ugh. I miss them truckloads, and Pravin & Usmah. Oh, & Nadd too. Meet up next week, k? Watch movie, & celebrate Haziq's birthday? Come back fast will you, the two of you? -.- Cepat-cepat balik, toodles.