Saturday, January 3, 2009
Kumz, Imy badly. Idk if Im the one who should be saying sorry, but I already did tho. I texted you saying sorry and all, but all your reply was a pathetic NVM. Frustrating tahu tidak? That's why, I sent another text msg, ranting my anger on you. You sweared/swore, you didnt promise about that that thing we fought about. So Im mad at you because you swear-ed/swore, and you never did as you swear-ed/swore. Really, im not mad at you for other things, but just this swearing thing. I was in need of it. Like I said, I gave willingly, you wanted/trying to return reluctantly. Im just sad that you are treating me this way. Also, you promised me you'll be my old Kumz, but where's that effing promise gone to? Action speaks louder than words uh. I know you wont even care if I say all this, cause Im already NOTHING to you, unlike last time whereby you repeated upteen times, I was your EVERYTHING. Ugh, its frustrating. I complained to Fie & Nadd about what happened, thank God they were there for me. I was stupid enough to say sorry to you yest. You blamed me for making you even more stressed up on that day when you gotta knw I was mad at you. How am I supposed to you ar already stressed up?! Im not with you every day or every second. I've already cried, apologised and everything for you. But all I got is this, your way of treating me now. Ugh, you me to shed tears of blood in front of you or what?! Maybe that'll make you believe Im sorry. Ugh. Its okay if you wanna end our friendship that I tried to uphold till now. I'll leave it to you to decide. But whatever it is, thanks for the memories. Ily. |